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LanLan the sick
turning 15 this Oct 9
Currently playing: Glockenspiel XD
3Cookiemonsters
Pianist
Crapper
Percussionist

AnnAnn the bimbo
turning 15 this Dec 6
Currently playing: Timpani(:
3Cookiemonsters
Shopaholic
Slacker
Percussionist

SyaSya the suicidal
Already 15(:
Currently playing: Snare Drum:D
3Supersomething
Thinker
Lazybum
Percussionist

ZhenZhen the skinny
Turning 15 this Nov 12
Currently playing: Vibraphone :P
3Metamorphosis
Adventurer
Lover
Percussionist


GOLD for NBC
GWH for SYF
Good Grades
Taller
More sleep
Ben and Jerry's Cookie Dough
More time

ANNANN wants:
own room
walk in wardrobe
Skinnier
more $$
timpani lessons
tango lessons
to be ZAI(:
White chip macademia nut cookie from Subway
Kinder Bueno
KINDER SURPRISE!!
Frosted chocolate malt from Swensens

LANLAN wants:
own room
Skinnier
A bigger size Stitch
A bigger size Dale
cute softtoys
Manga Drawing lessons
learn how to converse in japanese
Piano
Drumset
Glockenspiel

ZHENZHEN wants:
Tango lessons
salsa lessons
No ____
Famous Amos Cookies
Sweetlips Empress Delight from Fish and Co
waterbed
Violin
GLockenspiel

SYASYA wants:
Skinnier
more $$
A huge lion stuff toy
Drumset
piano
Ability to speak French fluently
that purple Victoria's Secret perfume
Strawberry Chessecake from Ben & Jerry's
Honey Malt Crunch from Gelare



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March 2009
April 2009

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! (:
when was the last time i blogged man.

we planned a surprise bbq for sue-ann!
she cried when she found out and she wldnt stop!
i was so touched when i found out she was rushing from dont know where to save me from dying. (:
we were sitting on a breakwater 'emo-ing'
and i felt really really guilty.
i'll never do that again.

trchs day was stressful pls.
i basically did my whole portfolio on trchs day.
i stayed up dont know how many nights to find out tt i did everything wrong.
i cld have killed someone.
i think everyone just came to my class to scream.
seeing you like that breaks my heart.

SHI TING, SELLA, ELIZABETH!
sorry for cancelling! will make it up to y'all okay.
last min thing. had to go east coast straight aft sch.

okay i shall blog abt dragging food or meitian will kill me.
MEITIAN AND ANGELINE SPENT 45MINS DRAGGING FOOD AND CHARCOAL FROM PIT 28 TO PIT 40!
now my shoulders and arms hurt.
we went to ask a construction worker for trolley, then we went to the bicycle shop to ask for it and then we went to the toilet to look for it.
its damn heavy okay.
the plastic bag broke somemore.
the only thought tt kept us going was 'sue-ann's going into the sea'
even our own bday we dont spent so much effort.
sue-ann better get both of us a HUGE BDAY PRESENT.
they sent wrong ppl. shld send macho-er ppl mah.
shld have sent rachel and beatrice. -.-
i think redcross very high.
imagine seals clapping and screaming, 'AGAIN! AGAIN!'
yeah that was them.

im gna mug this hol.
im not going out. (:
im gna go change specs.
make-up is fun.
BYE!

loves, angeline!









Hey.

I know I haven't been blogging (sorry dears) but it's not that I've been online and just lazy to write one; I haven't even been online for, like, one month plus. Sob.
I can't express into words how thankful I am that the holidays are finally here. Like, finally. Like, phew. I could kiss the holidays for arriving, because guilty and ashamed as I am to say this, I was starting to drop off the cliff. Or buy a penknife. Though that solves no problems at all, but still.

Bahaha is such a good boyfriend. xD

Somehow I get this feeling I'm in it alone. You know, I thought we were in this together, but I guess I was wrong.

your lovely sectionmate.


;if you realised I was here.









If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

(Repeat Chorus 1)

(Repeat Chorus 2)

(Repeat Chorus 3)

(Repeat Chorus 2) (2X)

(Repeat Chorus 3)

(Repeat Chorus 2)









went to watch scarlet with cousin on sat
not bad seein that i don't really have an interest in eng drama
i really love the way they act and some of the scenes
it made me look at eng drama from a diff angle now (:

anyway
before we went into the threatre
we visited the toilet hahas
and guess what.
some guys nearly went into the wrong one!
HAHAHAHAHAS
omg la.

"i didn't hire you to tell the truth!"
i think i am startin to like eng drama :D









went for tuition ytd. it's kinda saddenin cos of some particular HOT reason... ):
oh wells. can't really focus on the narrative essay activity thingy tho
the content is abt someone's grandpa dyin.
bleagh even tho it's alr 2 yrs. i still miss mine..

sometimes i really wonder how is it like to leave the world to some unknown place
i realised that when someone die, no one really remembers you.
you aren't really part of anyone's life anymore.
the only time they'll see you again is when they look at your picture or when you appear in their dreams
how sad can that be?
but that's how it is. that's how it'll be
everyone is so busy with his or her life that they don't really have time to sit down all day jus to miss you. maybe now and then, they might wish that you'll be here for them.. jus to help them. but will you ever be there again? the answer is no.
people cry when you leave. but when you're alr gone for more than a yr. they don't cry for you anymore.
tt's how life is.
it's kinda scary jus to think abt that :S


term 3 is endin...
wheeeee
end of year is comin D:
time really flies..
ahh tchrs' day comin


"When he was young, I told Dale Jr. that hunting and racingare a lot alike. Holding that steering wheel and holding thatrifle both mean you better be responsible." -- Dale Earnhardt









ohman. im suppose to be mugging.
damn. but my head's spinning.
i was suppose to mug this weekend.
but i ended up sleeping, reading and watching the olympics.
okayokay. i will mug. definitely.
after this post. (:

olympics are nice to watch man.
i think im quite hooked.
michael phelps is hot.
ohwell, 2 yrs until i can legally lust after him.
i feel inspired. i wna get back into swimming.
yes i swam when i was younger. thank you.
i have a gold okay.
now put your eyeballs back into your head.

i read things saying he uses his medals to get laid.
I don't think you'll see this happening in a club.

Hot girl: Hey.
Michael: LOOK, a gold medal! Wanna sleep with me?"

If he ever wants to get laid, it probably goes like this.

Michael: Hey, wanna-
Hot girl: OMG MICHAEL PHELPS! Sleep with you?! YES!

im suppose to go watch s'pore women table tennis
but im lazy!
yes. im lazy to walk to my living room.
okayokay. i will watch.
after this post. (:

this is such a useless post.
im just blogging cuz i feel obligated.
im sure there are better things to do.
like hwk. okay.
i will do it.
i will.
soon.
aft the post.
aft the table tennis match.
why am i even online in the first place.
ohyes. for english.
i had a weird dream abt ndp.
i think i have violent tendencies.
anger management issues.
and i think i know what i wna wear for cedar musical.
haha. okay.
bye.









yoyo!
i finally had enough sleep (:
33 more days to EYE
how cool is that? D:

i'm still tryin to look for some time to actually sit dwn and mug
ahh.. and to think tt i will be wastin the whole sunday (tmr) outside
it's such a pity.
but ah.. i can't do anyth abt it anyway

omgomg
we played one moment in time again on thurs!
i miss that song alot
kinda recall back the time when i first learnt how to play the chimes
was liked tryin to beg tsuwie not to let me play
but then i had to in the end
and i saw ching hong played the drumset for the 1st time
i totally fell in love with the song
so soothin and nice :D

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

hmm i really hate seeing how troubled some people are
especially when you care for them so much that you really want to jus take the burden away from them and carry it yourself :/
i know i'm no supergirl or whoever
but i really do wish to be there

okays
shall get back to work (:

"Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never beperfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and lessthan perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With eachstep you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more andmore skilled, more and more self-confident and more and moresuccessful."
-- Mark Victor Hansen



Lanxin(:









I woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go
I think about the things I've gotta do
Damn my mind is gonna blow

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day

I quit my job about a week ago
Told them that I need some time
Now I'm going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I'm doing fine

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day

Just when I thought
I couldn't lose
I realized it's the only thing
I knew
Oh

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in the way

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day
You're gonna have a good day
You're gonna have a good day









IM GOING TO BE A MUGGER(:
i went home straight aft sch today.
tt has never happened. EVER.
dont know why it makes me so happy. (:

pills are scary. got so many somemore. ):
you know i have a problem with pills.
i have trouble with panadol. must break first.
doc says i'll only fully recover when i sleep enough
cuz she say over-exertion, fatigue, stress...
but i feel so guilty skipping sch and other commitments
so much so tt i cant rest properly. ):
i think im like a work maniac.
i cannot not do anything. i have to get smth done.
and tt smth isnt hwk.
its just impossible to not do anything.

some things are solved.
some arent.
im gna do smth abt them.
i cant take it anymore.
uncertainty just makes them all the worse.
words cant describe what i truly feel.

people shld sleep.
sleep is important.
lack of sleep kills faster than lack of food.

i hope my happy thing finds what she lost.
but i doubt it.
ppl in the world arent very nice. ):

there's gna be a surprise! (:
dont u think smiley faces (: look so happy
and sad faces ): look so sad?

i've got a week of work to catch up.
gna go mug now.
lan got me in the mugging mood.
LAN! go sleep! NOW.
you definitely lack sleep.
i need you for math! (:

loves,
ANGELINE(:









it's quiet and peaceful for now
wonder when will things get excitin again.
we shall see..

thr's sch tmr ):
ndp is finally over
maybe we'll start practicin for japan trip on thurs
i want a birthday celebration for the band leh
it's the only thing that bond us tgt
but ah. what to do. it's time consumin and we can't afford to waste anymore time

sec2 and sec3 are two different years.
at first you care abt nth in the world
then suddenly everyth that is happenin has sth to do with u
kinda scary huh :/ haha
and we are more kiasu now
come on la. i'm alr preparin for my EYE!
oh my... HAHA :D

things are just changin
when i read it.
i was shocked to see that i've experienced it before
but she's luckier than me
she has someone to say this to.
but when it happened last yr
i faced it.. without actually rantin to any of my seniors
maybe scoldin her wasn't a bad thing afterall
and thanks to that, i found the answer to this question i've been askin myself...

eh eh
the blog is kinda dead too ah
only ann ann and me update
pffff.
syasya!
find some time and jus type anyth
even a hello can be accepted!
hahas
sheriel too la! :D
well seeya in sch tmr.
oh ann ann. rest well :)

oh btw. things might not be the same as before
but we can still create new fond memories rite? (:

"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars." -- Brian Littrell









im happier today. (:

ndp was screwed.
s'pore songs didnt have drumset.
march in was shit.
disco was crap.
lan is gna kill xiaoying.
i had ppl come up and ask me why the drums screwed up okay.
i cant believe tt happened and ppl said i wasnt zai. ):
what a failure.

red cross was zai.
they're damn co-ordinated.
now. why cant the band be like that.
but i wld never put in the effort to do drills. so yeah.
rachel's movements were cute. according to beat, shuai. -.-
lan was going on abt how zai she was.
beat asked whether rachel was a girl in class.
i laughed so hard i banged into the noticeboard.
yes. its that funny.
singing was fun.
we highed. (:
mr tan bought us pizza. (:
he doesnt understand how beat and i are close.

i finally got to see _____ aft hearing beat talk abt him for 3 yrs.
canele has the best cheesecake! go try.
i finally got to talk to beat, myrra and andeline.
its been so long.
i feel happier aft going out with them. (:

i doubt i can talk tmr.
throat hurts already.
i've come to the conclusion this yr is a shit yr,
looking forward to monday! (:
ta.

loves,
ANGELINE! (:









things change
people change
tt's how life is..
is it?

i wonder
whr do i actually belong
do you feel the same way too?

i looked at the mirror today
and i said
"hey. u suck"
i am tryin not to run away
but i still want to
let it out doesn't help

it's hard to act high nowadays

<3B.H











zhen, lan, sya.
what happened.
it shldnt have reached this kind of stage.
aft all we've been through.
do u realise tt things will never go back to the way they were.
y'all cld always make me happy.
but now, it's never tt case.
i dont feel the same rush through me when i talk abt us anymore.

aft today, i dont care abt ____ anymore.
im just too tired to deal with it already.
money isnt the root of all evil. ____ is.
so whatever you want. go ahead.

caroline, florence, sarah.
y'all feel fake.
y'all say you know tt we'll be there for each other
but i dont see it.
you're drifting. i dont know what happened.
but if u feel u cant confide in us or have to distance yourself
then what the hell are we still doing.
and you.
i feel you take me for granted.
i try but you push me away.
when i have stuff, you walk away.
i can see the stark difference in your treatment towards me and others.
i really cant be bothered with you already.
i dont have the energy.
you've always tried. but you have so much going on.
its really hard to just find time.

beat, elaine, myrra, andeline, sharon, sue-ann.
i wna talk to y'all.
y'all are the only ones left tt i can confide in.
but we all got so much going on.
its really very hard.
its like you're never there.
i cant expect y'all to always have time for me either.

i just wna run away and hide.
i wna scream into my pillow and cry it all out.
but they dont solve anything.
i think its time i grew up.
you come into the world alone.
you leave this world alone.
maybe distance aft all is good.

when did i become so alone.
i now know why laughter doesnt sound true.
why some smiles never seem to really reach the eyes.
why self-denial and lies are so reassuring.
i know im not the only one.
look around.
stop being so self-involved and consider other ppl's misery for once.

angeline.









this place is sooo friggin dead!
HAHAHAS
OKAY I SHALL REVIVE IT WITH MY HOTNESS (:

anywayanyway
tests are finally over huh
yesssss finally!! yahoo
i'm soo glad la
but then EYE is comin soon
in less than 50 days time D:
i've started muggin but bleah.. it's killin me
someday i'm gna die of boredom before i actually finish studyin
tt's why i'm here
to slack (:
i feel so guilty for slackin
hahas


I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine


stuffs have been happenin these few days
i know that all these had made us irritated and stressed
and definitely tired
we need a break from all of these la
let's find one day
and jus go crazy tgt again
forget everything for awhile (:
and jus enjoy ourselves lyk last yr :D
we were happier then
weren't we?
now everyone are jus stressed and pissed
and reachin to the extend of killin one another.. (hope not :/)

let's rock the school on fri kays?
we can do it one la
have faith in us and the juniors :D
they can do it de
jiayou jiayous :D


It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...