Percussion!

The finishing line

2009-04-05T11:40:00.003+08:00

a big thank you to
those who wished us luck through smses and pms
those who wrote notes/letters to us
the seniors who came down to support us and give us the moral support that we needed
the principals and the vice principals who came down despite their busy schedule
Mr tan and ms lim who came down too
Ms wan, mrs tan, mrs lim and mr aiman for supporting us all the way
the tutors who helped us to improve soo soo much

THANK YOU MS SIA AND MR ONG for bringin us up to a greater level
if not for you, we might not even be able to come this far
we had indeed become a pretty butterfly
but i guess, we have to fly even higher to get that gold
thank you for putting in soo much for the band, having faith in us
helping us in all ways to be even better
you are the bestest conductors csb could ever ask for

THANK YOU BAND for putting in your all for these past few practices
coming down for self pracs and trying very hard to play your best
you peeps did well on stage (:
we have indeed left the stage with no regrets
don't be down yea?
let your tears wash away your sadness and stand back up again
it's not the end
there're still other events waiting for us
you all made the songs come alive ytd.
make sure you do that for every song that you play.
i'm sure we can do it
we are a platinum band
we don't need the cert to tell us that (:

THANK YOU PERCUSSION for being with me for the past few years
it's sad that i'm not able to play songs with you all anymore ):
yesterday was like the last performance
still, i'm glad we went through this together, as a section.
all the fond memories will never be forgotten
jiayou for the future ahead
bring percussion up to greater heights
i have faith in you all (:

THANK YOU KATHLEEN and RACHEL for coming down ytd
guess i was wrong to stop you for coming
i still don't know how you two managed to come but still that doesn't really matter
i really needed that shoulder to cry on. hahas.
still i shall be strong and stand up.
thank you kat for that letters and all that hugs.
it is hard not to cry when i think about it but i will try to get over it soon
i love you (:

THANK YOU FARMERS for going through this journey with me for this one yr
it has been fun hanging out with you all
doing admin stuffs
we went up and down together
i'm sure each and everyone of u are proud of the band
they put in their best
they are the platinum band
and forever will be in our hearts (:
it's finally time to pass the baton on to the next batch
somehow i just don't want this time to come
still, we have to move on.
i will nvr forget the retarded days we have together

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THANK YOU ANGELINE, SHERIEL and SYAHIRAH
from sotongs to atoms to zombies to the heavenly four
thank you for being the BEST sectionmates ever
we went through all the storms together
and have finally finished our last lap in band
no more playing together and just being retarded but just want you to know.
i really really enjoyed myself for these past 3 yrs
percussion is like a second home to me and you're just like my family (:
jiayou for the Os kay? we can do it.
i love you gals.

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

*breathes in*

CSB, we shall leave it to you all now.
2011, we shall try again (:
so don't give up yea?
cos we are one platinum band :D

I LOVE CSB AND FOREVER WILL. <3

(:

2009-03-31T20:35:00.002+08:00

yo! i totally had fun today(:
you peeps were great
percussion has indeed improved alot
now it's just time to go and show the others how pro cedar band is
jiayou girls

let's go on stage and put in our 100%
so that we can leave SCH, leave band with totally no regrets(:

Cedar percussion
our hearts beat as one<3

loves, lanxin

=D

2009-03-31T19:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

SYF IS IN 2 DAYS! (If you don't count today, since it's already 7pm)

Let's all jiayou and play with feeling, ok! It's our last SYF with each other ): So let's give it our best shot, cos it's time for us to SHINE on stage! :D I love you guys, and no matter what the outcome, this few days will be the most memorable days of my life. I'll miss Cedar Perc ):

I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

love, sya;D

2009-01-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOO
yea baby we rocked the hall today
it's finally our last induction yea?
still rmb the time i stepped into the hall as a sec 1
and today, i stepped into the hall as a sec4
i was sooo amazed by how pro the band was 3 yrs ago
and now, i wonder how many cedarians out there loved the song we played.

oh wells.
we only have less than 3 mths to go
jiayou percussion (:

I'm off in 26hrs and 15mins time(:

2008-11-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

i miss the seniors ):
anyway, let's put in our all tmr la
then i can't go to taiwan happily (:
i had fun during farewell.
yea sorry angie and priscilla, didn't mean to leave you two alone
but we were super busy

don't miss me too much when i leave yea?
angie ah i'll give you your present when i see you again
as for now i shall sing a super advance birthday song
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOUUU-OOOOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
i know you'll miss me alot alot alot
but yea, we'll see each other soon (: *hugs*
i'll miss you and perc :D

HELLO!

2008-11-28T11:49:00.002+08:00

HAHA HEY! Our last post was on October 4th. :/

Farewell was yesterday! I'm sure Lan enjoyed herself thoroughly when she was being a Daddy's girl, didn't you, Lan? :D

And sorry to Priscilla and Angeline, who were always left alone. I'm sorry! ):

EH but you know, even though the beginning and ending of our skit were weird, everyone says our section's skit is the best, heh. :D
But this year's farewell's performances were quite sadD: so if any of the sec 2s is reading this, we want a proper farewell!

Oh, tomorrow's the day of the CIP performance + Japan trip briefing. Jiayou! :D

love, sya.

finally!

2008-10-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

it's me again! (:
hahahahas
exams are over!!! for all of us
finally eh?
hahahahas
yipeeeee!!!!!!!

EYE's tmr

2008-09-24T19:33:00.002+08:00

yo! all the best for ya exams huh! (:
lets go high and play after everyth
and before our olvl mt
hahahahas
jiayou!

lanxin:D

D:

2008-09-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

sept hols have officially ended
11 days to EYE.
it's time to wake up and strt muggin
din do any durin the hols
this hol is wasted.

spent 2 days (sat and today) readin this new book i've bought
it's "The Woods" by Harlan Coben
it's a thriller btw
nt bad. bt i doubt i will go and watch the movie (if thr's any on this one)
i HATE thriller movies

still rmb last yr
when my dear friends decided to pull me along to watch Disturbia with them
wasted tt 7dollars since i covered my eyes most of the time
i didn't want to see too many dead rotten bodies in a day :/

bt "Tell no one" came out as a movie
anyone wans to watch?
maybe u can watch it and tell me what it's abt
heh

anyway. anyone left any undone hw?
hahas
i shall do english tmr
still can't brin myself to do it
and eng is the 1st paper
oh sheesh i'm so gna die :P
bleagh

oh wells. jiayou on muggin huhs
dun think i will come and blog for the time being hahas
dun wan to be too distracted by the com (:

ahh btw.
camp rock rocks
hahas
jonas brothers are so hot la (well at least to me) hahahahas
joe jonas: "the drummer is the one who gives the rhythm with his hands" (sth like tt)
okay lahhs
tata!

"You can neither win nor lose if you don't run the race." -- David Bowie

loves, you know who (:

(:

2008-08-31T15:20:00.003+08:00

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! (:
when was the last time i blogged man.

we planned a surprise bbq for sue-ann!
she cried when she found out and she wldnt stop!
i was so touched when i found out she was rushing from dont know where to save me from dying. (:
we were sitting on a breakwater 'emo-ing'
and i felt really really guilty.
i'll never do that again.

trchs day was stressful pls.
i basically did my whole portfolio on trchs day.
i stayed up dont know how many nights to find out tt i did everything wrong.
i cld have killed someone.
i think everyone just came to my class to scream.
seeing you like that breaks my heart.

SHI TING, SELLA, ELIZABETH!
sorry for cancelling! will make it up to y'all okay.
last min thing. had to go east coast straight aft sch.

okay i shall blog abt dragging food or meitian will kill me.
MEITIAN AND ANGELINE SPENT 45MINS DRAGGING FOOD AND CHARCOAL FROM PIT 28 TO PIT 40!
now my shoulders and arms hurt.
we went to ask a construction worker for trolley, then we went to the bicycle shop to ask for it and then we went to the toilet to look for it.
its damn heavy okay.
the plastic bag broke somemore.
the only thought tt kept us going was 'sue-ann's going into the sea'
even our own bday we dont spent so much effort.
sue-ann better get both of us a HUGE BDAY PRESENT.
they sent wrong ppl. shld send macho-er ppl mah.
shld have sent rachel and beatrice. -.-
i think redcross very high.
imagine seals clapping and screaming, 'AGAIN! AGAIN!'
yeah that was them.

im gna mug this hol.
im not going out. (:
im gna go change specs.
make-up is fun.
BYE!

loves, angeline!

not applicable.

2008-08-29T19:04:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I know I haven't been blogging (sorry dears) but it's not that I've been online and just lazy to write one; I haven't even been online for, like, one month plus. Sob.
I can't express into words how thankful I am that the holidays are finally here. Like, finally. Like, phew. I could kiss the holidays for arriving, because guilty and ashamed as I am to say this, I was starting to drop off the cliff. Or buy a penknife. Though that solves no problems at all, but still.

Bahaha is such a good boyfriend. xD

Somehow I get this feeling I'm in it alone. You know, I thought we were in this together, but I guess I was wrong.

your lovely sectionmate.

;if you realised I was here.

Nothing can change my love for you

2008-08-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

(Repeat Chorus 1)

(Repeat Chorus 2)

(Repeat Chorus 3)

(Repeat Chorus 2) (2X)

(Repeat Chorus 3)

(Repeat Chorus 2)

2008-08-25T00:49:00.003+08:00

went to watch scarlet with cousin on sat
not bad seein that i don't really have an interest in eng drama
i really love the way they act and some of the scenes
it made me look at eng drama from a diff angle now (:

anyway
before we went into the threatre
we visited the toilet hahas
and guess what.
some guys nearly went into the wrong one!
HAHAHAHAHAS
omg la.

"i didn't hire you to tell the truth!"
i think i am startin to like eng drama :D

O.O

2008-08-23T12:14:00.005+08:00

went for tuition ytd. it's kinda saddenin cos of some particular HOT reason... ):
oh wells. can't really focus on the narrative essay activity thingy tho
the content is abt someone's grandpa dyin.
bleagh even tho it's alr 2 yrs. i still miss mine..

sometimes i really wonder how is it like to leave the world to some unknown place
i realised that when someone die, no one really remembers you.
you aren't really part of anyone's life anymore.
the only time they'll see you again is when they look at your picture or when you appear in their dreams
how sad can that be?
but that's how it is. that's how it'll be
everyone is so busy with his or her life that they don't really have time to sit down all day jus to miss you. maybe now and then, they might wish that you'll be here for them.. jus to help them. but will you ever be there again? the answer is no.
people cry when you leave. but when you're alr gone for more than a yr. they don't cry for you anymore.
tt's how life is.
it's kinda scary jus to think abt that :S

term 3 is endin...
wheeeee
end of year is comin D:
time really flies..
ahh tchrs' day comin

"When he was young, I told Dale Jr. that hunting and racingare a lot alike. Holding that steering wheel and holding thatrifle both mean you better be responsible." -- Dale Earnhardt

everything's spinning.

2008-08-17T19:42:00.003+08:00

ohman. im suppose to be mugging.
damn. but my head's spinning.
i was suppose to mug this weekend.
but i ended up sleeping, reading and watching the olympics.
okayokay. i will mug. definitely.
after this post. (:

olympics are nice to watch man.
i think im quite hooked.
michael phelps is hot.
ohwell, 2 yrs until i can legally lust after him.
i feel inspired. i wna get back into swimming.
yes i swam when i was younger. thank you.
i have a gold okay.
now put your eyeballs back into your head.

i read things saying he uses his medals to get laid.
I don't think you'll see this happening in a club.

Hot girl: Hey.
Michael: LOOK, a gold medal! Wanna sleep with me?"

If he ever wants to get laid, it probably goes like this.

Michael: Hey, wanna-
Hot girl: OMG MICHAEL PHELPS! Sleep with you?! YES!

im suppose to go watch s'pore women table tennis
but im lazy!
yes. im lazy to walk to my living room.
okayokay. i will watch.
after this post. (:

this is such a useless post.
im just blogging cuz i feel obligated.
im sure there are better things to do.
like hwk. okay.
i will do it.
i will.
soon.
aft the post.
aft the table tennis match.
why am i even online in the first place.
ohyes. for english.
i had a weird dream abt ndp.
i think i have violent tendencies.
anger management issues.
and i think i know what i wna wear for cedar musical.
haha. okay.
bye.

wheeeex

2008-08-16T14:31:00.004+08:00

yoyo!
i finally had enough sleep (:
33 more days to EYE
how cool is that? D:

i'm still tryin to look for some time to actually sit dwn and mug
ahh.. and to think tt i will be wastin the whole sunday (tmr) outside
it's such a pity.
but ah.. i can't do anyth abt it anyway

omgomg
we played one moment in time again on thurs!
i miss that song alot
kinda recall back the time when i first learnt how to play the chimes
was liked tryin to beg tsuwie not to let me play
but then i had to in the end
and i saw ching hong played the drumset for the 1st time
i totally fell in love with the song
so soothin and nice :D

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

hmm i really hate seeing how troubled some people are
especially when you care for them so much that you really want to jus take the burden away from them and carry it yourself :/
i know i'm no supergirl or whoever
but i really do wish to be there

okays
shall get back to work (:

"Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never beperfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and lessthan perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With eachstep you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more andmore skilled, more and more self-confident and more and moresuccessful."
-- Mark Victor Hansen

Lanxin(:

Good day - The Click Five

2008-08-16T14:26:00.003+08:00

I woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go
I think about the things I've gotta do
Damn my mind is gonna blow

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day

I quit my job about a week ago
Told them that I need some time
Now I'm going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I'm doing fine

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day

Just when I thought
I couldn't lose
I realized it's the only thing
I knew
Oh

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in the way

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day
You're gonna have a good day
You're gonna have a good day

sleep(:

2008-08-15T20:26:00.003+08:00

IM GOING TO BE A MUGGER(:
i went home straight aft sch today.
tt has never happened. EVER.
dont know why it makes me so happy. (:

pills are scary. got so many somemore. ):
you know i have a problem with pills.
i have trouble with panadol. must break first.
doc says i'll only fully recover when i sleep enough
cuz she say over-exertion, fatigue, stress...
but i feel so guilty skipping sch and other commitments
so much so tt i cant rest properly. ):
i think im like a work maniac.
i cannot not do anything. i have to get smth done.
and tt smth isnt hwk.
its just impossible to not do anything.

some things are solved.
some arent.
im gna do smth abt them.
i cant take it anymore.
uncertainty just makes them all the worse.
words cant describe what i truly feel.

people shld sleep.
sleep is important.
lack of sleep kills faster than lack of food.

i hope my happy thing finds what she lost.
but i doubt it.
ppl in the world arent very nice. ):

there's gna be a surprise! (:
dont u think smiley faces (: look so happy
and sad faces ): look so sad?

i've got a week of work to catch up.
gna go mug now.
lan got me in the mugging mood.
LAN! go sleep! NOW.
you definitely lack sleep.
i need you for math! (:

loves,
ANGELINE(:

yoos

2008-08-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

it's quiet and peaceful for now
wonder when will things get excitin again.
we shall see..

thr's sch tmr ):
ndp is finally over
maybe we'll start practicin for japan trip on thurs
i want a birthday celebration for the band leh
it's the only thing that bond us tgt
but ah. what to do. it's time consumin and we can't afford to waste anymore time

sec2 and sec3 are two different years.
at first you care abt nth in the world
then suddenly everyth that is happenin has sth to do with u
kinda scary huh :/ haha
and we are more kiasu now
come on la. i'm alr preparin for my EYE!
oh my... HAHA :D

things are just changin
when i read it.
i was shocked to see that i've experienced it before
but she's luckier than me
she has someone to say this to.
but when it happened last yr
i faced it.. without actually rantin to any of my seniors
maybe scoldin her wasn't a bad thing afterall
and thanks to that, i found the answer to this question i've been askin myself...

eh eh
the blog is kinda dead too ah
only ann ann and me update
pffff.
syasya!
find some time and jus type anyth
even a hello can be accepted!
hahas
sheriel too la! :D
well seeya in sch tmr.
oh ann ann. rest well :)

oh btw. things might not be the same as before
but we can still create new fond memories rite? (:

"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars." -- Brian Littrell

ndp

2008-08-08T19:54:00.003+08:00

im happier today. (:

ndp was screwed.
s'pore songs didnt have drumset.
march in was shit.
disco was crap.
lan is gna kill xiaoying.
i had ppl come up and ask me why the drums screwed up okay.
i cant believe tt happened and ppl said i wasnt zai. ):
what a failure.

red cross was zai.
they're damn co-ordinated.
now. why cant the band be like that.
but i wld never put in the effort to do drills. so yeah.
rachel's movements were cute. according to beat, shuai. -.-
lan was going on abt how zai she was.
beat asked whether rachel was a girl in class.
i laughed so hard i banged into the noticeboard.
yes. its that funny.
singing was fun.
we highed. (:
mr tan bought us pizza. (:
he doesnt understand how beat and i are close.

i finally got to see _____ aft hearing beat talk abt him for 3 yrs.
canele has the best cheesecake! go try.
i finally got to talk to beat, myrra and andeline.
its been so long.
i feel happier aft going out with them. (:

i doubt i can talk tmr.
throat hurts already.
i've come to the conclusion this yr is a shit yr,
looking forward to monday! (:
ta.

loves,
ANGELINE! (:

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2008-08-07T23:57:00.003+08:00

things change
people change
tt's how life is..
is it?

i wonder
whr do i actually belong
do you feel the same way too?

i looked at the mirror today
and i said
"hey. u suck"
i am tryin not to run away
but i still want to
let it out doesn't help

it's hard to act high nowadays

<3B.H

just leave me be.

2008-08-06T21:47:00.005+08:00

zhen, lan, sya.
what happened.
it shldnt have reached this kind of stage.
aft all we've been through.
do u realise tt things will never go back to the way they were.
y'all cld always make me happy.
but now, it's never tt case.
i dont feel the same rush through me when i talk abt us anymore.

aft today, i dont care abt ____ anymore.
im just too tired to deal with it already.
money isnt the root of all evil. ____ is.
so whatever you want. go ahead.

caroline, florence, sarah.
y'all feel fake.
y'all say you know tt we'll be there for each other
but i dont see it.
you're drifting. i dont know what happened.
but if u feel u cant confide in us or have to distance yourself
then what the hell are we still doing.
and you.
i feel you take me for granted.
i try but you push me away.
when i have stuff, you walk away.
i can see the stark difference in your treatment towards me and others.
i really cant be bothered with you already.
i dont have the energy.
you've always tried. but you have so much going on.
its really hard to just find time.

beat, elaine, myrra, andeline, sharon, sue-ann.
i wna talk to y'all.
y'all are the only ones left tt i can confide in.
but we all got so much going on.
its really very hard.
its like you're never there.
i cant expect y'all to always have time for me either.

i just wna run away and hide.
i wna scream into my pillow and cry it all out.
but they dont solve anything.
i think its time i grew up.
you come into the world alone.
you leave this world alone.
maybe distance aft all is good.

when did i become so alone.
i now know why laughter doesnt sound true.
why some smiles never seem to really reach the eyes.
why self-denial and lies are so reassuring.
i know im not the only one.
look around.
stop being so self-involved and consider other ppl's misery for once.

angeline.

YOHOOO

2008-08-05T20:53:00.004+08:00

this place is sooo friggin dead!
HAHAHAS
OKAY I SHALL REVIVE IT WITH MY HOTNESS (:

anywayanyway
tests are finally over huh
yesssss finally!! yahoo
i'm soo glad la
but then EYE is comin soon
in less than 50 days time D:
i've started muggin but bleah.. it's killin me
someday i'm gna die of boredom before i actually finish studyin
tt's why i'm here
to slack (:
i feel so guilty for slackin
hahas

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

stuffs have been happenin these few days
i know that all these had made us irritated and stressed
and definitely tired
we need a break from all of these la
let's find one day
and jus go crazy tgt again
forget everything for awhile (:
and jus enjoy ourselves lyk last yr :D
we were happier then
weren't we?
now everyone are jus stressed and pissed
and reachin to the extend of killin one another.. (hope not :/)

let's rock the school on fri kays?
we can do it one la
have faith in us and the juniors :D
they can do it de
jiayou jiayous :D

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

D:

2008-07-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

guess wad...
i can't see the bond anymore ):

blogthings.

2008-07-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

i decided to have some fun. (:
i saw this on caroline's blog.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

caroline thinks im scary when im angry. hmmm.

You Are a Werewolf

You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky.

You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster.

Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde.

But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural.

Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature

Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control

You play well with: Vampires

What Kind of Monster Are You?

okay. i seriously have to go do work.

or sleep.

hvnt decided.

dreams and teams(:

2008-07-27T18:35:00.003+08:00

i hvnt blogged in like AGES.

dreams+teams!
i love my buddy! (:
i miss her already. ):
it was a stressful week.
i slept a total of 37hrs in 7 days.
sorry to all the ppl i screamed at for no good reason.
harsh words were said to one another.
tension was high.
but we all didnt care.
this is not the way it's suppose to be.
i hope this doesnt change anything.
any one of you.
im sorry to have caused the problems which i did.
im sorry some of you had to be my punching bag.
im sorry for neglecting the section.
all is but a passing cloud.

i did learn new things.
abt british culture, the ppl there
and the ppl here.
what shocked me was what i found out abt the ppl here.
you think you know someone but you cld be wrong. so so wrong.
but im glad i did dreams+teams.
there were good times. (:
now we have to get back to our own lives.
it feels like they suddenly took us out of our little world and now suddenly shoved us back in and expecting us to get on with our lives as per normal without any adaptation time, like there was no disruption at all.
i have like 7 tests next week. it's ridiculous.
im damn tired. i shld be doing hwk and mugging.
i really need ice-cream now.

we cant even sit together for recess.
one comes and another leaves.
some dont come at all.
and some cant cuz they're not there.
the last time we went out was in june.
its august. dont you think its a bit long.
when was the last time we really talked to one another.
we can only go out for big occasions.
but things are happening between those outings.
we're still in school. what will happen when we leave.
i guess things change. it's only normal.
our lives dont revolve around the same people anymore.

im tired.
bye.
angeline.

PIctures!

2008-07-26T12:43:00.005+08:00

Aichi Meiden concert rocks!
Guess what, meridian percussion took a pic with Aichi meiden's percussionists
yup all are in that pic
jus go check it out

here are the pics taken ytd :)

Percussion

The four of us (:

ohoh! and Racial harmony!
you all want the pics just take from here lahhs hahahahas

ann ann and sya sya

syasya, ann ann and lan lan

Percussion minus ann ann ): whr were U?
Sheriel was havin oral

LALALA

2008-07-20T11:47:00.002+08:00

yooo
how long did i last blog?
ahahahahas

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

we believed in ourselves and the band
that's why we got what we deserved :D
A GOLD WITH DISTINCTION with the score of 87.17%
yea baby. Percussion did well on stage too (even though some stuffs went wrong towards the end :/ ) but we rock! The coolest section in band :) ahahahaha!

went for the awards ceremony and honour bands concert ytd
we cheered for livia when she went up to take the cert trophy and plaque.
but it's sooo soft la. pffff
guess what. they spelled cedar as cedarS
with that exxxxtrrrrraa "asss" at the back
wth la.
punch them ah D:
most of us wanted to complain
but decided not to :P
the bands are good
ahhh their percussion is like soo sooo pro la!!
ohoh! the snare drummer from TP is like. WHOOOHOO hot :)

okiiedokie
have to go.
byebye!

"We cannot direct the wind... but we can adjust the sails." -- Unknown

<3Lanlan

2008-07-12T23:25:00.011+08:00

OHMYGOD!

GOLD WITH DISTINCTION!

FIRST IN OUR DIVISION!

seriously. what more can we ask for.
i really didnt dare hope and when i heard it
instantaneous scream.
i jumped.
i screamed.
i cheered.
i laughed.
i hugged.
i was like some mad woman okay.
ppl around me were all crying
cuz they were too happy.
people actually had to go out of the hall
cuz we screamed too loudly.
i like knocked into a lot of ppl.
i didnt care. i just continue screaming. (:

the day was actually quite bad.
1. the bandroom blacked out. AGAIN.
2. the bell stand died in front of vch.
3. and aft fixing it, we were told we're not allowed to use it.
4. nobody told me i had to pass bag to arina and we needed to go into the hall soon so we were FREAKING OUT cuz bags are not allowed.
5. merry widow was FULL of mistakes. ms sia was quite pissed. ):
6. when we reached school, the bells died again.
7. i cldnt find my sch u cuz i realised in a hurry before we left for vch i left my sch u in the canteen and it wasnt there anymore. i looked everywhere, i even asked the vp. yes. i was that desperate.
8. shit happened on the bus. which totally killed what little of my good mood i had left.
9. worst part. i didnt get enough sleep the day before.

i want to thank the following people.

BEATRICE!
SHARON!
SUE-ANN!
CASSANDRA!
CAROLINE!
SARAH!
RACHEL!
KATHLEEN!

i know they all woke up quite early to come down to support us and they were bored stiff during the whole competition.
THANK YOU DARLINGS! IT REALLY MEANT A LOT. (:

sarah and caroline came up with the funniest things.
but i can understand why.(:
its partly cuz its true and it just shows how bored they were.
beatrice yeong:
you woke up at 7 not for the band or for anything.
you woke up at 7 for ANGELINE YAP! (:
now, doesnt the world seem brighter already? (:
and sharon ah.
swensens. hmmm... see first lah huh. (:
i discovered smth.
sue-ann and rachel are super similar!
like the way they do their hair and the way they sit.
they even had similar lunch!
scary.
why i never realised till this day, i do not know.
kathleen and rachel are hilarious together.
looking at them is like looking at two guys fight.
i think they tried to seduce each other. hmm...
they have the potential to look perverted. (:
what they say doesnt even really make sense!
elaine was laughing so hard. she cldnt even talk.
i didnt get my ben and jerry's in the end. ):
i saw kinder surprise! OHMYGOSH.
but they're like really ex. ):

OH. WE SAW PRETTY FIREWORKS.
i think fireworks are romantic. (:
im quite delirious right now.
and im pretty certain my voice is gone.
lalala. i dont care. im happy. (:
im so happy i ate pearls okay.
yesterday i was too nervous cant sleep.
now im too happy cant sleep.

MY SECTION! (:

i look weird. ohwell. we've worked hard and improved. but we still need to work harder. there were mistakes. major ones. mistakes that should have never happened aft all the constant reminders. other ppl are so much pro-er and zai-er. we will and shall have ppl saying tt abt us as well. as our seniors have once put it, OUR HEARTS BEAT AS ONE. no one is to break the circle.(:

CEDAR SYMPHONIC BAND

DID IT!

nothing can touch us now. not anymore. (:

tot ziens!

ANGELINE(:

2008-07-12T06:49:00.002+08:00

ohmygod.

IT'S TODAY! IN 3 HRS!

-hyperventilates

someone help me!
feel like my heart's gna jump out anytime
and im not even on stage or anywhere near it yet.
maybe i'll faint or puke later.

someone.
SAVE ME.

2008-07-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

i know i know
it's tmr..
i looked at the mirror and told myself.
I CAN DO IT. and SO CAN THE BAND
we WILL get that GOLD and that FIRST in 3rd division
but ah.. i'm nervous and definitely freakin out..
with all the what ifs..
Jiayou Band. Jiayou PERCUSSION (:
we have come thus far la.
grab our sticks
it's time to show them how PRO percussion is :D
My dearest Section mates. Jiayou huh
we've been thru it together and we will clinch that gold together
with three experienced ones. what am i afraid of?
i'm glad to be in this competition with ya
Let's play our best tmr! and not regret afterwards.
Jiayou la Angie. You can de (:
Have faith in yourself

9hrs later, i'll be in the band room checkin my uniform.
time flies..

do your best when you can
and the time is.. NOW

<3Lanxin

2008-07-11T21:09:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SARAH LEONG!(:

I LOVE YOU DEAR! (:

HAPPY BELATED

BIRTHDAY

MICHELLE TAN! (:

JOANNE GOH! (:

heh. i forgot. oops.
sarah's going down to support us tmr.
so are a few other people.
lovely wonderful fabulous people.
i just realised yishun town is a wind orchestra
so does tt mean they dont have a timpani player?
HEH.
so loser-ish blogging twice.
ohwell.

i think everyone's freaking.
JIAYOUJIAYOU!

tata.

ange(:

it's time.

2008-07-11T19:26:00.005+08:00

hola.
nbc is in 14hrs
-screams
i found a huge pack of ruffles at home.
im eating them as i blog.
i eat when im stressed and nbc gives me a reason to binge damnit.
im gna finish the whole pack. :/
i also owe a lot of hwk.
i dont mean to. its just when im stressed and/or tired i just cant do hwk at all. ): i shall try to finish everything aft the competition.

yishun town is like playing merry widow also.
and they're like directly in front of us. like wtf.
i hope their timpani player is a skinny frail boy and not some big muscular man. i say male is because timpani players are rarely girls unless they dont have a choice. eg, girl sch. and what does tt say. SEXIST.
i told beat abt it and she told me to change song. i think she thinks we can learn a new concert piece in like 2min.
there will be like comparison.
merry widow is a seriously overplayed piece.
to be honest, im terrified.

im just not confident playing snare for double eagle, there's just not enough practise. though im more confident in playing timpani for merry widow but the timpani's not mine and i've never played timpani for competitions before and i've completely no idea what's to be done. i dont think i'll have time to tune or get used to the pedal tmr and im in heels damnit. like i need to be steady or i'll just die. what if tmr i completely freak and dont dare to play! i guess i'll have to wing it. not much of a choice right. hopefully my nerves dont get the best of me and i can perform up to standard. what if the sticks get stuck in my sleeve! they always do! and im not rolling them up. UNGLAM. there's just so much tt can go wrong. it has gone wrong in the past. i dont want a repeat of syf. it took me like FOUR mths to get over tt. what if the yishun town timpani player is better which is likely to be the case cuz he's a guy! guys are just stronger so it means he'll be louder and tt wins. plus he'll totally be zai-er cuz im not zai at all. i really want to be zai tmr. -pouts. like i dont expect a gold tmr but somehow i still really really want it. i paid 8 bucks just to sit in the hall for like half a min and listen to results okay. damn. i want that gold.

the whole bandroom blacked out today. im sry. i was the one tt started the screaming. FIRST REACTION OKAY! priscilla's really scared of the dark.

eheh. can i not go tmr. IM SCARED! ):
im such a loser
-shakes head.

shit. i ate half the packet already.
im gna go watch friends.
no i shall go read dracula. (:
adiós

angeline(:

2008-07-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!!!!
it's this sat!!!
SO JIAYOU KAY????
we must play our best!

PERCUSSION CAN DO IT DEHH!!! (:
get the gold

lets see.

2008-07-04T19:36:00.004+08:00

bonjour!
express yourself day.
okay lah. nth much. heh.
some of the clothes were damn cool.

percussion! sorry!
made y'all wait for me for so long.
heard abt y'all waiting outside my class, looking irritated.
SORRY! ):

michelle dear, thanks for the nuts.
they're fabulous. (:

band was band.
i still dont think im in the wrong.
i need to practise.
maybe the stress has finally caught up.
i've been crankier these days.
maybe its the lack of sleep.
i think its the lack of sleep.
i guess there is some element of stress.
seven days and counting.
i just realised we have like only 2wks to prepare for national day.
EH. darlings! WE HVNT DECIDED WHO'S PLAYING BASS DRUM!
can we like just not have the bass drum. ):
they're breaking farewell tradition. im not happy abt tt.
extremely displeased.

i dont know how i feel these days.
im very lost.
i dont know whats happening around me.
everything's going too fast.
i dont have time to stop and think.
i just feel. empty.
i dont feel anything.
and i dont know whether that's good or bad.

flo, you're not fat.
im serious.
if you're fat then im like the size of russia.
plus i totally had a fab ice-cream crepe today
its damn good but oh man the fats. ):

im seriously sleepy.
-yawns
plus i need to go do work. ):
oh. i shall go watch merry widow. (:

p.s. celeste is damn cute. and not zai.
say yo! (:

au revoir.

angeline(:

2008-07-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

i am sitting here with my amaths 5YS on my lap. So ya, i am making an effort to study. just trying to slack off abit :) i keep thinkin that today is wed and there will be top period. NOt that i am lookin forward to wad's goin on durin top period. it just felt so wednesday but ah.. i don't recall being free after school on wednesday :]

don't know why but i have been feelin so tired lately. week 3 is not even here yet and i am already half dead. D: i am more worried of piano then NBC. maybe it's because it's much nearer. and i can already feel the stress. take today for example. Karen(piano tchr) told me that i have only 2 more lessons to my exam. and i realised i either deproved or need TONS of practices as i am not there yet. i can't sing.. gosh. the only confident part for aural is the rhythmic part whr one is supposed to clap the rhythm and say the time signature then the second one is the answerin of qns after they played a short song or sth. i think it's too obvious la. I. CAN'T. SING.can i just say that i am tone deaf? or maybe mute or sth? ahhhh!!! my exam pieces definitely still need more practices.. Karen decided to let me and another of her students play the pieces for each other. yup. i suck. ): i totally jus went OMG.. Can i don't play for her? ahh. CGSS ppl actin like this is soo dui lian at least song C was better than her.. okay still not that good. HOW?HOW?HOW??? i think i am becomin more and more paranoid.. hmm

you know sth? i think i have stage fright. okay. i know i have stage fright. jus freak out whenever i am supposed to play for someone. the moment the pressure is there. i freak. i am kinda worried for NBC. hope that nth will go wrong. :/ first stop.. expressions must be added in. hahahas then we shall worry abt stage fright.

science tuition was interestin. i told my tchr to go thru mole concepts again. we came across this qn on Copper(II) Carbonate and Copper (II) sulphate. then i must state what i observed.. i still rmb i asked this stupidest qn ever.. "what is the colour of copper(II) sulphate" and she gave me one standard reply. "what do you think?" okay like that was gonna help. and i thought of sherilyn with her copper (II) sulphate bottle and said blue.. "blue what?" my guesses were salt? Precipitate? Solid?... then i stared at the word SOLUBLE salt.. ahhh.. solution. And to think that i did the experiment before. hahahahas

MERRYWIDOW!

2008-06-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

found a video on merry widow :D
i know this is super random!
but the bell player is sooo pro la
and i noticed sth
there's only 5 percussionists D:
and only the timpani player is stationary (stationery?)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=V6K4791kcBw (part1 [figure 1-10])
http://youtube.com/watch?v=qim_cvoOjoE&feature=related (part 2 [ figure11 (: -endin])
but at the back abit weird...
it did not really end.
ahh
and
under the double headed eagle
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wGBUwZ5uT68&feature=related

you know sth?
the whole band played with feelings!!!
they moved!!!!!!
okay sway.. wdv
still.
i really wanna be like the percussionists
jus take a look at them when it is zoomed in at them (:
din notice for hot guys this time
I SWEAR! (:

"To acquire knowledge, one most study but to acquire wisdom onemost observe." -- Marilyn Vos Savant

<3Lanxin

random.

2008-06-29T21:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KATHLEEN YAP!!

I LOVE YOU!! (:

hello dearies.
im suppose to be doing math.
ohwell.
i added a song.
listen to the chorus and you'll understand.
i thought it was quite funny. (:

bb & mht!
i think y'all been feeling down lately.
dont.
can always come to me! (:
why you two always like that.
when smth's up dont tell ppl.
i know it's cuz u dont want us to worry
we can tell when smth's wrong
but we also know you wont tell us
so why not say?
what are we here for if not to be there for you.
we'll pull through whatever it may be.
TOGETHER AND ALWAYS.
that'll never change.

express youself day is just shit. -.-
icky sticky is starting to irritate me.
maybe im just biased. hmmm...
maybe when someone comes back, she'll divert her attention.
things are gna get interesting on mon.
ohman. im evil.
-smirks

zhen cut her hair!
she's freaking out.
-laughs
lan loves me loads man.
i see my name many many times. (:
twelve days and still happy.
cheer up sweetheart. things will get worse. (:
someone commented lan is zai.
she's like as zai as me. -.-
which is not very zai.
EHH. someone is still suppose to teach me.
-pouts.

never lie to me. EVER.
i dont like ppl lying to me.
esp not the ppl i trust.
no exceptions.
YES. THIS MEANS YOU.
i still love my best friend!
never do that again.
-pouts.

ANDELINE LIM!
7 days. 168hr. 10080min. 604800s. 60480000ms.
how can you leave me for so long!
-pouts

ciao darlings.

angeline.

Sian

2008-06-29T16:07:00.006+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Fazilah!!!

Happy Birthday Kat!

come on angeline
jus face it la
i am ZAI can?
very very ZAI
hahahahahas
so Zai that Junying wanna learn from me (:
but percussionists are naturally zai one.
hahahahhahas (:

AHHH i've forgotten that there's a 30th in June
and it's on a monday
AHHHHHH
(random)

yea angeline, i love the song
hahahas
especially the chorus

11moredays to NBC
comeon! it's time to freak out!!!!
Angeline, i know you are still calm for now
hahas

Express yourself day
What does class spirit has to do with this?
I wonder if cookie monster is a gay
if not we will definitely not qualify for the theme "girl power"
can i just miss school and go to the airport on fri??
since jessica is comin back
i bet sherilyn thinks that it's a gd idea too!
ahh. i don't think my mum will allow :(

kay la.
sit in front of the com for too long le
shall go prac maths!
byes!

"Self-pity is our worst enemy and if we yield to it, we cannever do anything wise in this world."

-- Helen Keller

<3Lanxin

WEEK1 is ending

2008-06-26T22:33:00.004+08:00

physics test is tmr
and i have no more intention to revise.
hahas
no la
but it's alr 10plus D:
and still got my chi summary
bleah..
ihatechi :P
speaking of which, i am havin my olvl oral soon
on next thurs, the same day as my amaths CT
ahh ):

band did not seem to improve today leh
sounded messy.
sheesh.
it's only.. 15more days to NBC
ahhh
but i am lookin forward to NBC
aren't we all waiting for that day to come??

me and sya had the same thoughts
we felt the same way (somewhat)
and yet we are at lost at what we should do
hahas..
kinda pathetic eh?
i wonder how it is like for the others
but we are in a different environment, aren't we?
time shall settle everything for us
hmmm..
i'm bleeding again :/

okay lah. shall go and study somemore
haiss
wish me all the best for physics tmr
thanks to the "it's super difficult" comments
i have ABSOLUTELY no confident in this paper
i am worry about passin
let alone get an A D:

"When I hear somebody say, Life is hard, I am always tempted toask, Compared to what?"
-- Sydney J. Harris

as you can see, i've found sth for sel tmr :D

<3 Lanxin

irritated.

2008-06-26T19:11:00.004+08:00

im damn irritated now.
like shit irritated.
zhen too.
shitty things happened. they're so wtf?! rahh.
-throws shoes at two people.
15 more days. no. i dont feel it. -.-

sya: you're good. believe and have faith. we all do. wait. no. we KNOW. (:
beat: thanks dear for listening while i screamed and everything else u did aft that. love you! (:
sharon: sorry! didnt go in the end. i dont know why but i realised today that i miss you. a lot. ):
caroline: get well soon! everything feels quieter without you!

how can i be close to someone if i didnt even know we were.
what makes you think we're close.
why does everyone think we're close.
i get that our path crosses a lot. but still.
then thinking again. if our path does cross as much as it does.
the fact tt we're not is quite sad.
so other than this,
what other things am i suppose to know but actually dont.

okay. need to go study.
ppl told me the test is shit hard.
need to mug.
shit. im freaking tired.
wna sleep.

angeline.

hellhasoffciallybegun.

2008-06-24T21:40:00.003+08:00

i dont rmb mr ito being so funny.
he was downright hilarious.
MR ITO ROCKS. (:
he made me enjoy band.
-gasps.

photoshoot was fun.
though i look like some high-maintenance bitch.
i loved my hair. damn gorgeous.
make up was good. very smoky eyes(:
the pictures were pretty.

well, sch started.
mr tan changed seats. ):
I MISS JIAYEE ALREADY!
its not fair. i cant even talk to her in class.
she's like at one corner of the classroom and im like at the other.
oh yah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LAU JIA YEE!!

I LOVE MY

TABLE PARTNER!! (:

im still in denial.
shut it. -.-
her present is like still at home. (:

sya's drum major.
lan's qm of uniform.
jemima's junior qm of uniform.
-evil grin.
im not such a saint. try and make a link.
percussion's pro. (:
i totally embarassed myself in front of the band.
-shakes head and blushes.

icky sticky is a funny name.
-laughs at someone.
i need to look zai. like NOW.
i've resorted to wearing contacts to keep me awake.
i ate a lot today. like chicken rice and mee goreng and potato chips. ):
PIGPIGPIG.
florence is sick. ):
we all miss arina and tracy.
im so thankful i have michelle and rachel. (:
i seriously need sleep.
i think im over you. (:

ANDELINE LIM! I REALLY MISS YOU TOO!

actions speak louder than words.
so shut up and work.
- by a cedarian named angeline(:
i did what mr tan wanted(:

nightnight(:
ange.

BAND!

2008-06-24T20:53:00.003+08:00

Mr ito is sooo funni
hahahahahas

He has jus reminded me of one of the songs i sang in choir last time
it has this line
"music is a universal language,
each and everyone understands"
yea true
the moment he started playing his trumpet
we jus got it :D
someone has to start takin jap..
hahahahas

18more days

"Happiness is not based on position, power, or prestige but onthe relationship with other people that you love and respect." -- Author Unknown

<3Lanxin

I'm gna miss them):

2008-06-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

hmmm
i don't know what to type here
firstly,
Arina.. we are gonna miss you alot alot alot
made me 'water' all over again
secondly,
Congrats to
Sheriel on being the SL
Angie the ASL
Jemima the junior band QM of Uni
AND
SYA! the DM! :D
I'm so proud of you (:
And percussion shall work hard hard for the upcoming NBC
let's work hard with the band :D

mixed feelings
i really can't express it out
oh well
seeya tmr for band prac (:
Mr ito(is this how you spell it? :/) is comin!

"If you want to get somewhere you have to know where you want to go and how to get there. Then never, never, never give up."
-- Norman Vincent Peale, Author and Speaker

hmm
i like this quote

<3Lanxin

enjoyedu

2008-06-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

school is startin soon
pffffffff
i hate this D:

studyin in the library is fun la
hahahahas
serious!
even tho..
nvm :P
sorry for not goin to the class outin ahh
my dearest sweetest honey
sorry luhhhhhh
let me leave until week 3 kay?
at least i can die in peace
anyway, i will alr be dead by then D:
shall go for now

"Try not to become a person of success, but rather to become aperson of value." -- Albert Einstein

<3LanXin

lalala

2008-06-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

hello!
im here cuz im waiting for my hair to dry.(:

had class outing today.
FAILURE.
it was like class comm and random people outing. -.-
caroline and sarah disappeared halfway and went to sleep in vivo.
florence is just florence. i think tt explains a lot.
oh. we bumped into a bunch of bengs.
i left florence to die. hah.
i like talking to amanda. A LOT. (:
i cant get over kathleen's shirt.
its a very feminine shirt, yet she still manages to look so man in the shirt.
rachel is just cute lah. she just sit there and laugh at everything and be evil like she always is(:
she told florence she wldnt save her if she drowned.
i laughed. (:
i mean wth is the lifeguard for then right.
simin came at 4 and left at 5.30. -.-
tehlanxin didnt come. stupid freak.
she dui bu qui wo lor.
i wna see how she's gna make it up to me.
-evil grin.

they dont feel so strong anymore.
maybe im used to it.
maybe i've accepted it.
or maybe there's nth to obsess abt nowadays.
either way, i hope it means im getting better.
and tt what used to be isnt anymore.

cihui and chinghong came back to visit us a few days back(:
its nice to see them. somehow reassuring.
they bring back memories of happier times.
when everything was not so complicated.
you never realise their importance until they leave.
and when they do you realise you miss them.

i know who's bm and dm. HAH. (:
im not telling you anything. (:
im happy for them. yet im worried.
things are just gna get harder.
better go stock up on chocolates.
we're all gna need them.

lan's going on abt how many days to nbc
22 more days.
she's freaking.
i dont feel the stress.
i dont want to.

im irritated with the bunch of you.
we're already making an effort.
you cant expect us to be like what we were.
we didnt HATE it then.
and you can expect us to love it now.
you'd think i'd be guilty and do smth.
well, you're in for a surprise.
i dont give a shit abt you.
so dont expect anything.

my neck has been hurting like crazy.
i need to get a message.
it really hurts.
sue-ann gave me some back massager thing last time.
ohmygosh. it works. ITS DAMN GOOD.
thank you darling! (:
but i still need a massage.
i think i sprained my ankle too. ):

CHIAJIAYAN IS MEAN. hmph.
im a good girl.
im not vain.
and i WILL get what i want.

Michigan: It is illegal for a woman to cut her hair without her husband's consent.

nights!
angeline(:

Top Ten Things

2008-06-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for -Akon

Starting from 10..

10. NBC is in 26days time, my piano exam is in 22days time and Physics test is in 6 days time
*shivers*
9. Week 3 is gonna be the week whr we all gonna die.. okay me. i never absorbs anything in class
D:
8. School's Startin on mon. which is soon.. haiss..

7. i left chi hw but i don't have any motivation to do. bleah..

6. I miss the seniors. From 2006 all the way to 2008 ):

5. i'm changing and i ain't liking it

4. Do i give people the impression that i never practice??? maybe i did not practice hard enough.

3. I'm not lookin forward to school

2. Yet i'm looking forward to mon... :P

1. I don't wanna give a friggin damn about that kinda thing anymore. (:

Let's Jiayou for NBC :D
26more days!

"Begin doing what you want to do now. We have only this moment,sparkling like a star in our hand -- and melting like a snowflake." -- Marie Beyon Ray

<3Lanxin

2008-06-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

Numb - linkin park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

this is exactly how i feel right now

"Life is a great and wondrous mystery, and the only thing we know that we have for sure is what is right here and right now.Don't miss it." -- Leo Buscaglia

i missed it.

<3lanxin

seven!

2008-06-14T18:49:00.010+08:00

On to the second quiz. Don't you love me enough?
Oh btw Lan Xin, help me update my profile at the side! I think I can't do it myself because I'm not the main account. I want: more $$, a huge lion soft toy, a drumset, a piano, strawberry cheesecake from Ben and Jerry's, that purple Victoria's Secret perfume (it smells awesome!) and be able to speak French fluently. And can you add lazybum, thinker (as in, I like to analyze stuff like conversations a lot.) and percussionist to my profile please? Thanks dear! :D

Seven things that scare me.

1. Rejection.
2. Losing my loved ones (that includes my cats).
3. Cockroaches. Like, ewww!
4. The sound of the kettle whistling. Do you notice how the kettle always whistles right before a character gets brutally murdered? This always happens! Always!
5. Getting backstabbed.
6. Disappointing the people I love.
7. Bad results.

Seven things I like the most.

1. Friends and family and my cats.
2. Music.
3. Books. And the smell of new books!
4. Feeling happy and contented and not having to care about anything at all.
5. Making people laugh or feel happy.
6. Being loved! :D
7. This is going to sound so horrible, but.. money! Because though it may not solve all your problems, it sure does solve a whole lot of them.

Seven important things in my room. (I don't have my own room!)

1. My books.
2. Bed and pillows.
3. The more meaningful letters and gifts from friends and family.
4. If my computer were in the room, it'd be on this list.
5. My drumsticks.
6. All my pictures.
7. Sadly, my schoolbooks are on this list. ):

Seven random facts about me.

1. I think too much. I analyse things like conversations in my head.
2. I drum my fingers on just about any surface.
3. I'm too sensitive.
4. I don't like to hurt other people's feelings.
5. I love to daydream and fantasize about things that can't ever happen.
6. I have perfect eyesight! :D At least, the last time I checked...
7. I like my handwriting. (:

Seven things I plan to do before I die.

1. Help to change the world for the better in at least some small way.
2. Write an earth-shatteringly good novel.
3. Fall in love with someone who'll sweep me off my feet. :)
4. Learn to live life without regrets.
5. Go to Britain and meet cute guys! haha.
6. Speak in French fluently.
7. Prove everyone wrong.

Seven things I can do.

1. Play any percussive instrument :D
2. Read a book non-stop for hours.
3. Ride a bicycle.
4. Look forward to band. Not everyone can do this! :P
5. Have patience.
6. Eat really spicy food.
7. Be left alone for hours.

Seven things I can't do.

1. Eat wasabe sauce ever again.
2. Rollerblade or ice-skate.
3. Solve a rubic's cube.
4. Sleep without bathing first.
5. Play a string instrument.
6. Whistle.
7. Burp.

Seven things that attract me to the opposite sex.

1. Sense of humour.
2. Character and personality.
3. Looks.
4. Way of speaking.
5. Sense of style.
6. Talent.
7. Same interests.

Seven things that I say the most. (Actually, I don't really know what I say most either. Why don't you guys fill it in for me?)

1. Hello.
2. Shit.
3. Uhhh..
4. Huh?
5. What the-?
6. Are you sure?
7. Sorry!

Seven celebrity crushes.
1. david!
william moseley.
orlando bloom. jason dolley.
skandar keynes.
tom fletcher.
ricky ullman.

Yay I finished it! :DDDD Hahaha.

Things will be the same, and yet things will be different.

sya.<3

hello.

2008-06-13T20:38:00.015+08:00

Hey you all. Finally, my SECOND post! Can I have a round of applause please? I'm doing the very first quiz Lan Xin tagged me to do. OMG, I still have the second one AND I need to create a proper post. But it's alright, I like blogging here. :D

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?

Um, I'd feel very hurt, pissed, and take revenge. :X no lah. I don't know about revenge, but I'd probably be unable to trust guys for a long time. Hmm, that sounds so overly-dramatized.

2. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?

Hmm. To live life without regrets and to love someone who truly loves me?

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

There are loads of butts I'd like to kick at the spur of the moment, but none I'd really kick because I'm such a chicken. :/

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Change the world! Help eradicate poverty! Buy a nice house! Travel to Britain to meet cute guys! :P (Hey, I am a girl.) Buy loads of tubs of ice-cream! Give some money to my family! Oh oh oh I'd go on a shopping spree! :DDD

5. If you could only take one thing with you in a fire at home, what would you take?

Um, my savings, I guess. Assuming that my cats have all managed to run out already, of course. If not I'd rather die in the fire trying to take all seven of them out in time.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

For me, definitely being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

As long as it takes, unless he's already married or attached. Refer to 8.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Feel very sad and try to get over him, and then try to get another guy so I can attempt to forget about first guy.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

I don't think so. Eh no wait, there was once I was extremely happy.

10. If you can die in one way, how will it be?

With someone I love, so at least I'll be happy when I die.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

I honestly don't know. D:

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

My mother, my sister, my cats, and my friends.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Drop dead gorgeous. xD

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

That's a hard decision! Single & rich, I guess. I could be married but not to the right person, right? Even if I were single at least I'd still have my friends and family.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Shower.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

No, I don't think so, unless I'm confident giving my all won't cause some kind of repercussion or something.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

Neither. If I was really in love I wouldn't fall for two guys at the same time, right?

18. What type of people do you hate?

Backstabbers. People who don't bother to listen to both sides of the story.

19. Gain 20kg or lose 20kg?

I quote Lan Xin, "LOSE! DUH!"

20. 5 people to do this quiz.

Anyone!

The end is relatively near.

<3sya.

lanxin's quiz.

2008-06-13T18:42:00.002+08:00

i do it cuz im nice. (:

seven things tt scare me.

insects.
the supernatural.
dying and what happens aft tt.
being alone.
dead bodies.
people leaving and losing the people i love.
the sound styrofoam makes.

seven things i like the most.

love and kindness(:
laughter and happiness.
hopes and dreams.
my friends and family.
music and books.
food.
the fact tt im alive, completely able-bodied and sane.

seven important things in my room.

bed.
pillow.
bolster.
quilt.
sleeping mask.
air-con.
the pictures on my wall.

seven random facts abt me.

pink is not my favourite colour. -.-
i actually follow my head, not my heart. when it comes down to important things.
i drum with my fingernails. cuz i have long ones. yes. its a percussion thing.
i dont hate anyone. just severe irritation.
i dont like apples.
im extremely accident-prone.
i've no idea how i ended up in triple science.

seven things i plan to do before i die.

help out in a children's cause in a major way.
travel the world.
marry the man i love.
attend beatrice's wedding. seven more years dear!
name a star after myself.
get rid of all my regrets. im not bringing regrets with me to my grave.
find myself.

seven things i can do.

play any percussive instrument(:
play guzheng.
walk around in really really high heels. its a big thing okay. they really hurt.
speak perfect english when required. speak some sort of chinese. understand hokkien.
watch tv for 15hrs straight. go to sleep for 8hrs and wake up to watch tv again. its the same with books.
use the abacus board to solve bigbig numbers(: its hard okay. very taxing on the brain.
to always be there for the people i love(:

seven things i cant do.

ride a bike.
hold back tears.
sleep without bathing first.
take care of myself.
homework.
be on time.
live without my phone.

seven things that attract me to the opposite sex.

height.
shoulder width.
looks.
sense of style.
way of speaking.
humour.
interests.

seven things that i say the most.

orh.
okay.
like.
huh.
dear.
i love you!
*whine*

seven celebrity crushes.

shia labeouf.
dougie poynter; mcfly.
tom felton.
jesse mccartney.
danson tang yu zhe.
mike he jun xiang.
william moseley. (peter; narnia)

im sure there's more. but they pnly asked for 7.
what can i say. i have a soft spot of blonds and british people.(:

Florida: if an elephant is left tied to a parking meter, the parking fee has to be paid.

loves angeline(:

have you ever wondered.

2008-06-13T18:06:00.003+08:00

have you wondered what things wld be like if you did smth.
or how it wld be like if you didnt do it.
i did some pretty embarassing things when i was younger.
and compared to knowing i had a chance to do smth yet let it slip.
not doing anything is so much worse.
why didnt i just go for it. wth am i scared of.
whats there to be scared of. there's so much more to lose if you dont go.
you'll never find the answers you seek.
i dont want to live in regret of not doing it.
i dont wna think abt what could have happened if i did.

i guess its fear. i dont know of what.
maybe its you. i really wna talk to you.
but i cant. i cant talk to you like i did.
there isnt really anything left to say.
that door was closed to me. a long time ago.
and i know things have changed.

my hwk stamina is getting bad. ):
3rd week is ending and i barely started.
whats wrong with me.

aft band, i felt tired.
so so drained.
im sorry but im just not gna teach.
maybe i'll change my mind in the future.
but not now. like i said. i dont give a damn.
sya and i were still wondering abt mr choy. hmmm...
lanxin told me amira told her tt i looked pro playing sheriel's crazy mallet thing.
HAHA. i never thought anyone wld say i look pro at mallets
considering the fact tt im not exactly a mallet player.
but THANK YOU(:
and i have to say. i have improved! (:

i think narnia books are trying to teach smth.
i dont get it.

do you get the feeling tt life is sad.
tt everyone is born to die.
i know i have a wonderful life compared to others.
but i still cant help feeling this way when i think abt stuff.
all the happiness is short-lived.
we're all hanging on by a thread.
there's so much sadness in the world.

Minnesota: It is illegal to mock skunks.

angeline.

14 hrs of band in 2 days (:

2008-06-13T16:46:00.001+08:00

somehow i got a feelin it shouldn't be a smiley face up there
hahas but i ain't gna put a sad face either :D

Yup
we had band.
for 14 hrs in two days
but if you take away lunch time..
let's see
1 hour on tues
2 hour yesterday
we only had 11 hours of band
okay. correction
we had 11 hours of band
come to think of it
i was glad to be back, i kinda miss my bells la :/

to tell you the truth
i rather have 14 hours of band pracs
in two days (hopefully, tues and thurs)
and no school
than havin school PLUS band
i rather choose band to school sometimes :D

yay!
we played disco lives, rock & roll explosion and abba gold!
i miss those songs!!
it's so fun la
playin them again (:
and lunch was like.. 2 hours? woah!
hahahas
i miss the crystal mallet (or wdv u called that)
it gives out a very clear and echo-y sound
the first mallet i used for performance
but now it's broken
even though it can be used, it doesn't sound as loud ):
shall find one that is somewhat the same to replace it then
i need it for Figure 11
then i shall bring that spoilt one home and keep it for memories :D

Figure 11
tell you sth.
Playin figure 11 ALONE is waayy scary!
i know! figure 11 is my solo
but not literally solo?!
it's scary to only hear yourself playin in the band room
even though you're not alone
the only sound in the band room
(yea. it's that quiet)
ahhh.. i need the support of the other mallets la
and the other instruments :X

emily: your part is very soothing and nice

YES!!! thank you thank you! :D
i know i know
bells is always the best. *grin*
i wonder if i will have to do that again on tues
oh wells

guess wad
june 9, monday was the birthday of donald duck
june 11, wednesday was make a impression day
june 12, yesterday, was red rose day. Angie's favourite
and today is
FRIDAY THE 13th!!!
hahas. and it's shark awareness day plus rizwana's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIZWANA :D

okay la
i have posted
shall come again later :D

"Smooth roads never make good drivers. Smooth seas never makegood sailors. Clear skies never make good pilots. A problemfree life never makes a strong and good person. Have a toughbut winning day ahead! Be strong enough to accept thechallenges of life. Do not ask life, 'Why me?' instead say,'Try me'."
-- Author Unknown

<3 Lanlan

p/s: 1 week more to school D:

another quiz

2008-06-13T16:45:00.004+08:00

SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO DO THIS SURVEY
hmm. let's see. the usual?
angeline, sheriel, syahirah. four more..
let's jus leave it at 3

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. horror movies
2. being alone in an area that is pitch black or totally quiet and empty?
3. Pissing my parents off
4. my report book (yea.. same as sher huh.)
5. Doing sth wrong durin combine pracs. i am totally horrified abt it
6. offending or hurting someone who meant alot to me without knowin (so far it hasn't happened.. rite?)
7. blood. pools of blood. or me just seein any organs etc ( i can't survive bio :X)

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. my darling friends :D
2. Percussion'06-08 (soo far)
3. 2P.07, 3C.08
4. animes and manga
5. the sky.
6. BLUE!
7. cousins

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM(i don't have my own room -.-)
1. handphone
2.Mp4
3. watch
4. wallet
5. the stereo , sound system (wdv you call that)
6. my collection of animes
7. my softtoys. :D like the jumbo dog!

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. i think alot at night.. sometimes resultin to nightmares or insomnia
2. i will start drummin with my fingers as and when i like( i think it's a percussion thing)
3. i can be very random :D
4. as long as the tv is on. i can just sit there and start watchin (no matter wad channel it is)
5. my left eye is 50degree while my right eye is 300++. (tho i have this feelin that it got worse)
6. i am only sweet to you when you piss me off
7. i can never have the fringe i like ):

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. play in a rock band
2. travel around the world
3. live in my dream house
4. own a GRAND piano
5. write a will. HAHAS.
6. learn how to ski or snowboard
7. meet someone famous

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. play any percussion instruments
2.play the piano
3. play twinkle twinkle little star on the violin
4. make music videos :D
5. solve a rubix cube 3x3
6. play an organ
7. Ride a bike

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. skate
2. buzz (my sis can D:)
3. play any string instrument well
4. concentrate and focus on revising for more than an hour
5. listen hard in class
6. skateboard, snowboard.....
7. live without my phone

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. looks
2. height
3. level of understandin
4. same interest
5. patience
6. talent
7. humour

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. huh?/ huh?!
2. orh
3. hahas
4. what?!
5. fine.
6. whatever
7. yo.

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES
1.William Moseley
2. elvin ng
3. Taylor Lautner
4. Kevin Alexander Clark
5. Max Thieriot
6. Shia LaBeouf
7. Riley Smith

"If you have grown, if you have contributed, if you have loved,if you have been loved -- then you have lived." -- M. Burkill

<3Lanxin

hmmm...

2008-06-10T18:45:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BEATRICE YEONG!

I LOVE YOU BEATBEAT! (:

lets see.
friday: i watched narnia. ohmygosh. its freaking freaking good! i like cried three times. and yes. lanxin. you're emotionless.
WATCH IT. its really fabulous. peter was cute too. i know he's like an irritating tempermental thing there but he looks good(:
i never gave narnia a chance but i did and its good. heh.
i was thinking of all the good movie trilogies. feel like i shld go watch them again.
lord of the rings. pirates of the caribbean. harry potter if it can be counted as one.
waiting for twilight to come out.(:
edward cullen is hot.

sat: had band bbq. didnt really manage to eat much.
there was some guy who scolded us.
its not our fault you're pmsing or fell on your ass cuz you cldnt see.
its your own problem. dont take it out on us.
freak.
yingying rocks(:
she roasted marshmallows for me. her marshmallows are nice. (:

sun: slacked @ home and read narnia(:
i think i recommend the movie. but the books are good too.

mon: went out with sue-ann(:
her arm is black. she looks like some guy.
even though she was wearing feminine stuff compared to her usual.
smth's wrong here. hmmm...
we were suppose to go shop for clothes.
then in the end neither of us bought.
we bumped into nine cedarians! they werent together.
we saw one aft another. quite cool. but scary.

today: ____. i teared in the car.
its really quite a depressing thought.
but it wasnt as bad as expected. i guess its cuz we all imagined the worst.
so bad tt everything else is okay.
yes. we're tt pessimistic.
eh. where's mr choy. sya and i were wondering just now.
there's some new guy who randomly walks in and out of the bandroom.
i think we miss mr choy. he was always such a nice guy. (:
my strokes suck and they only died even more aft the hols. ):
the timpani player will always die first.
when the bandroom flooded, it came from the drain beside the timpani.
today, i smelt gas. everyone else did too.
i walked over to the mallets and the trombones.
it didnt smell as strong as it did at the timpani.
i think it came from the air-con above the timpani.
i have been led to believe there's a timpani curse as well.
btw, i wld like a white coffin. thanks.
i dont even wna think abt nbc. shut it.

it irks me to see that wherever she is you're there.
i keep getting reminded of you. why are you always in my dreams.
can you just get lost.
sometimes i wish tt we didnt know so many of the same people.
sometimes i wish i never even met you.

i like hvnt started on my hwk yet.
shit. shit. shit.
i just cant bring myself to do it.
its so sad.
well, im off to read narnia.
im like halfway through the 4th book already (:

Florida: Men may not be seen publicly in any kind of strapless gown.

quote lanxin, "angeline! i need you!"
byebye!(:

i know you need me too(:
ANGELINE(:

The B word.

2008-06-10T18:31:00.007+08:00

We had band today. I thought it was quite alright, seeing as SHE didn't scold any of us too much or too harshly today, which was (yay!) awesome. Well, in my opinion, anyway. HAHA when the whole band had to leave the bandroom for a short while just now, Angeline told us that she had been so upset about coming for band that she actually teared in the car. And she spent forty-five minutes in the bathroom while getting ready for band. Yes, it was that bad. Whereas me and Lan-lan were thinking, got band = hurry up and get ready. But seriously speaking, band didn't seem so long today, despite it being seven-hour long. Well, actually, it was six, cos we were given an hour to go eat lunch. :D

Oh, plus we fell in at the tennis court this morning, which contributed to Sheriel and Angeline's... um, frustration?

AND YAY! Ci Hui might be coming on Thursday! :DDDDDDDD Why can't Arina come too, eh? And Tracy came by our table today while we were practising strokes (cough)! :D I guess it's not really counted as visiting us cos she had some prefect stuff to do. :/ Why's our ex-SL coming back, though? But I mean it as a good thing lah!

I'm very worried for NBC leh. Sigh. We all want that annoyingly elusive Gold so much that if we don't get it, it'll hurt even more. Sighhhhhhhhhh. But Perc will pull through, no matter what. We shall defy the odds (the conductors' harsh words).

Eh, where's Mr Choy ah???? And who's this new tutor? I kind of liked Mr Choy more. This new guy's a little... interesting. Why does he keep entering the bandroom randomly and walk around, looking at the stuff we put up on our walls? I saw him looking at our band tree earlier today.

I'm starting to grow attachment to my marimba parts. I don't know, I'm starting to have pride and enjoy playing my parts, cos I remember that day, when Ms Sia kept yelling and scolding us cos we couldn't play. But I did just receive the score, so how does she expect me to sight-read so fast? But it's alright, that's in the past, and I can play most of my parts now. Wheee! :D

I love that brown snare drum. Can I take it with me when I graduate? xD

<3,sya.

2008-06-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

shall do my dearest lan xin's test((:
continue loving me for this:P

1) cry? what else can i do? then forget abt him or her
2) to have a gazillion bucks? and to be loved. not being money minded, okay maybe i am, but for practical reasons. one can achieve alot of wishes with money.
3) i remember once said i wanted to throw a shoe at someone. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (go figure)
4)refer to 2. i intend to do good too!!
5) bear bear. been with me since i was born(:
6) bring loved
7) wait for someone i really love? means what i already found the person or waiting for the person to come along? i think i'll be the sitting duck in such stuff.
8) forget him
9) yes of course
10) die happy. how it doesn't really matter.
11) old. and hopefully successful
12) friends and family
13) haha my dearest. LOVE YOU
14) single and rich
15) think abt my day or a dream i had
16) no doubt!
17) whoever loves me back
18) not really sure. don't actually personally detest someone. do my best not to too(:
19) eh.. lose? but then that would be quite scary
20) whoever who wants to, cheers

____

2008-06-10T17:58:00.003+08:00

I DETEST ____

imgagine 7 hours!!!

my holidays are ending

even though it felt it never began

played away my first 2 weeks of holidays

now looking at my pile of homework

and next term's test schedule

panic starts taking over

yesterday out 'studying'

pretty much unproductive

at 6pm

it hit me

" if today ends, tommorrow begins"

and what's the exciting schedule of tmr?

7 hours of ____

though i must admit it wasn't as bad as i expected

guess it must be cos we've all already expected the absolute worst

now i'm just tired

sometimes exam period feels like heaven

cos well let's see cca stops.

that's all that matters

Larkin step

Ling

Life moves along and it trickles down the cheeks of every beautiful boy

Time comes along and it breaks every bone in your spine

Into the flight of night

Insomnia strikes and hopes alight

We set ourselves up to fall

So we stargaze and we write down all the things that we'll do

Fall into the river our pockets full of stones

Full of stones..

cheers,

sheriel

Enjoy edu..

2008-06-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

enjoyedu
enjoy education
woah
and it's for chi
how to enjoy?
i think i sat thr in tt position for too long
so long that the moment i turned arnd to get my hp
i strained my neck muscle
owww

my toe looks like a white roll
with all the cotton wool and tape
ahh
shall take a break from chi for now
let's go watch tv!! :D
or maybe i should continue readin my book
i've become a bookworm lately D:

yay! band is comin
let's look forward to it babaye!
ahh my beloved bells :D
oh well
toodles!

"The great question is not whether you have failed, but whetheryou are content with failure." -- William Shakespeare

<3Lanlan

7 June' 08 is history now

2008-06-08T19:01:00.004+08:00

ahh
yesterday was tiring but fun
now i finally know how hard it is to be a station ic
but lookin at how the groups tried their best
hoping to find as many water balloons as possible
it's kinda worth it
afterall, we just want them to have fun :D
and i seriously hope they did
especially the sec4s

it's fun to be near the sea at night
even though it's cold
the wind felt so nice
and the sound of the sea is so relaxin
hahahas

though some part of the day
i wished that i was here to play and not to be in charged
but i'm still glad that we managed to make it a success
lookin at the smiles on their faces
hahahas
it's worth it man :D

hahas. i'm sure Sya felt the same way too rite?
freakin out cos of the rain
hopin that the rain will stop asap
wishin that everyone will enjoy themselves today
and ya
gettin extremely wet from the rain and the sea

hmm i hope sheriel recover asap :/
it sucks without you enjoyin wif us
oh wells
toodles!
will post the pictures another day :D
shall go back to do enjoyedu now
cos tt's wad i am online for D:

"It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare; it is because we do not dare that things are difficult." -- Seneca

<3 Lanlan

ADULTS?! rolls eyes

2008-06-06T19:27:00.003+08:00

i'm banned from usin the com until thurs
wth?
no wait. should be
WTFH?!

don't worry. i ain't swearin
it's jus doubleyou-tee-hedge
and
doubleyou-tee-eff-hedge

you can never read the minds of adults
you nvr know wad the hell they are thinking about

why was i banned?
cos i said i was gna switch off the com at 11.30
but switched it off at 11.45(accordin to her) instead
and TADA! i can't play for a week
a round of applause for her
*clapclapclap*
wth..

somtimes adults really ruin my life
went taka with her and my sis
the cam ran out of battery
who's fault? MINE
it's my bloody fault that i didn't check like 1hr before
when my sis tossed me the cam
with my mum hurrying us
WOW!
PERFECT!

i hate her.
okay hate is too strong for this
i DISLIKE her when she's like this
BFB.

"I would rather be able to appreciate things I cannot have thanto have things I am not able to appreciate." -- Elbert Hubbard

oops sorry
totally venting my anger here. :P
oh well toodles!
seeya tomorrow

<3 Lanlan

why are we doing this.

2008-06-06T15:41:00.002+08:00

im pissed. i just spent the last 37mins trying to get onto blogger.
my com's screwed and im too lazy to do anything abt it.

i just spent the whole morning in the hospital.
yesterday, florence wanted to go ice-skating so i went with her.
i fell down. BADLY. on my back. ):
so mummy was worried. i told florence tt i was in the hospital
and i quote her
'did you fall off a ten storey building or something'
i think mummy forbids me to go ice-skating now.
cuz everytime i come back with injuries and LOADS OF BLISTERS. OOPS. ):
its just cuz im really accident prone.
i sit on the piano bench right and somehow i manage to cut myself.
i think this is my fourth fall this year. OOPS. heh.

anyway yesterday right, aft ice-skating.
I WENT OUT WITH MY DEAREST TABLE PARTNER! (:
i was so happy i was gna see her then i was smiling madly to myself on the bus.
i think the ppl around me thought i was mad. ohwell.
then we went to walk around and eat. (:
wakaru sucks. never go there. they're biased against students.
it was crap. serious crap. let me re-emphasise. CRAP. the table beside us got so so so much better food. irritating.
we went to eat green tea ice-cream too. (:
WE BOUGHT COUPLE RINGS! (:
jiayee: 'i shall guard it with my life'
HAHA. YAY. I SHALL TOO(:
it forms a mickey mouse head but if u look closely, it looks like two ppl hugging.

i ate carrot cake and fried black noodles just now. ):
ohman. im gna be the size of a whale tmr.

it suddenly hit me. why are we dieting. seriously. its not like any of us are overweight. yet we still do it. there's many kinds of body shapes and everyone is beautiful in their own way right. so why are we starving ourselves or crazily exercising. as beat puts it, "why do you want to torture yourself". i seriously dont know. its not like if you're hot now, you'll still be hot when you die. you leave your body behind. there are so many ppl starving in the world and we actually get food and yet we refuse it. do we look in the mirror and see someone twice our size? why must we compare ourselves to like models. its like some insecurity that messing up our brains. i know its getting crazy. we all do. but we just cant stop. its become a daily routine, a obsession. freak out if u gain a kg. run till you cannot take it. not eat for the whole day. sudden outburst of tears and screams. how did it all come to this. im worried for all of us. its not healthy.

okay im gna do lanxin's quiz. lanxin. say you love me(:
1. cry
2. to be able to turn back time or/and eat a billion calories and still look good.
3. whoever irritates me.
4. GO TO THE MOON! get a nice hse. a cadillac. save up for uni and phd.
5. A LOT A LOT A LOT of water. i wna live thanks.
6. both. (: knowing someone loves you back of course makes u feel blessed but loving someone is also a blessed thing. not everyone can love. if you can, feel blessed, there's hope for you yet. (:
7. i dont know. not too long i guess. i mean will true love still come to you when you're 80 and dying. the guys will all go for younger women.
8. wallow in self-pity. TRY to give up. remain on good terms and hope for the best. hey. it's not like he's married.
9. yes. duh. im easily contented(:
10. i dont wna think of dying.
11. maybe still studying. maybe working. but definitely partying. (:
12. friends
13. sick. (:
14. rich but lonely. i have my reasons.
15. think. IM SERIOUS. the moment i wake up things just start popping into my head. oh there was one day ____ popped in. ruined my day.
16. yes.
17. the more practical one.
18. hate is too strong a word. i cant say. i dislike a lot of things. sometimes i just dont like your face.
19. lose. -.-

Illinois: It is illegal to give lighted cigars to dogs. cats or other pets.

i shall go help mummy do chores now. i dont know whats wrong with the damn maid agency. its been like 2 weeks.

byebye!(:

admit it. im your world.
ANGELINE(:

QUIZ!

2008-06-05T23:25:00.006+08:00

i wanted to do the quiz on sher's blog
decided to post it here :D

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
depends.. shock? disappointed? hurt? oh well *shrugs*

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
shall have a realistic one
to live in my dream house :D

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
the person who invented exams and tests
(hahahas. great minds think alike(: )

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy my dream house.
get a drumset, a grand piano
go travel arnd the world
give my family some of it (hahas serious!)
save the rest

5. If you could only take one thing with you in a fire at home, what would you take?
handphone.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone.
anyone can jus love anyone yet not alot will feel blessed.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
forever. unless i decided to love someone else (it's gna happen though (: )

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
give up.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yea :D

10. If you can die in one way, how will it be?
die of laughter? wait it's kinda scary though.
but i just wanna leave the world feelin happy

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
25 yrs old huh.
travellin? hopefully single still.. hehe

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
7 letters. friends :D

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
funny. tall. the list can go on

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
must i choose???
urgh
married but poor then i hate being lonely

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
switch off my phone's alarm

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
erm.. guess so?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hahahahas. none.

18. What type of people do you hate?
the usual. backstabbers. betrayer. blah blah blah

19. Gain 20kg or lose 20kg?
LOSE! DUH!

20. 5 people to do this quiz
sheriel, angie, sya sya, sotong and manda :)

"Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes usbigger, even though sometimes it is hard to realize this." -- Henry Ford

<3LanLan

Playhouse disney

2008-06-05T14:25:00.006+08:00

EWWW i'm wearin purple pants
and it's ugly...
oh well.
i ran out of pants D:

i realised playhouse disney teaches kids the wrong kinda stuffs
it makes them dummer

Tigger: Sooo. what it the colour of Pooh's red shirt?
Pooh: erm... *thinks for awhile* erm.. *bends down and looks at his shirt* red?
Tigger: That's Pooh alright!

wooow... -.-
and barney taught me that this can be a story too!

"The little red flower. Once upon a time. The end"

nice one :D
and you ask where kids learn those stupid stuffs from?
maybe i am just pissed cause my sis doesn't let me watch other channels :P

oh ya! i saw some paper holders in popular
do you wan me to get some of those for the scores?
cos percussion is kinda messy :/
i think i have something like that at home too
and. that band thing was put up by me.. hehe.

2nd week is coming to an end D:
next week is comin soon.. eek
oh well. seeya this sat!
MAKE SURE YOU TURN UP!
hahahas

"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be."
-- Douglas Adams

<3LanLan

wth am i doing here.

2008-06-04T16:13:00.006+08:00

i shld be doing hwk. hah. thats what i've been telling myself. not happening.
i've told myself a lot of things. like how im gna go running later or stop eating. they never seem to materialise.
i've gained weight since the hols started okay.
lanxin loses weight during hols. i gain. its damn irritating.
school actually burns a lot of calories okay.

i shld start hwk. seriously.
i did like 5 exercises for chinese and 3 pages of bio.
half of which were done by sue-ann and kathleen. thank you darlings!(:
but its the holidays! ):
why do they even give hwk during the holidays. its for us to rest. hwk isnt rest. ):

i just finished a book.
confessions of a jane austen addict.
thats totally my sister.
she's in love with anything jane austen.
though i have to admit pride and prejudice is damn good. (:
anyway there's like some hidden meaning in the book which i dont understand. its like huh. its obvious im suppose to understand some logic but i dont get it.
hmmm... florence did mention before that im the most bimbo trip sci student she knows.
ohwell. :/

my dreams have been weird. why do u keep appearing. i thought im over you already. people say out of sight out of mind. you're suppose to disappear! im not suppose to dream abt you. im looking at your picture now and i know you dont even know that smth's happening. you're always in your own world. im the only one who's stupidly affected.

the pictures on my wall are dying. i shld do something abt it. hmm...

i miss my happy thing. i hope she's doing well in malaysia or wherever she is now. i miss sharon. even though we're like talking more than we used to but there's nth really substantial to talk abt. im scared we'll drift. i miss beat. i think she's still in thailand training. i miss elaine. i miss andeline. i owe her ice-cream. i miss myrra. i owe her a shopping spree. i miss nasuha. funny. i hvnt seen them all the whole holiday and nasuha has too many commitments to come meet up with us. ): i miss caroline, sarah and florence too! and guess what. cuz of band i might not be able to go for sleepover with them. i have a very strong urge now to just miss farewell and go out with them. i miss my table partner! i miss all the people who sit around me and further away like celeste and amanda. i dont wna change seats. my table partner's mine and im happy where i am. the only ever constant thing was change.

this is why i need to go out. so i dont have so much time to think abt crap like this. i shld probably go shit and get ready for guzheng lesson. hmm... yeah. i shall do that.

Sarasota, Florida: It is illegal to wear a swimsuit while singing in a public place.

ciao.

you know you love me!
ANN-ANN(:

BBQ!

2008-06-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

to all band members,

Since we should try and save money, please contribute what you can for the BBQ :)

The list follows:-

100 plastic spoons *Livia will be contributing 8
100 plastic forks *Celeste will be contributing 19
100 paper/plastic plates
100 paper/plastic cups *Livia will be contributing
2 pastry brushes
2 BBQ grills (43x83)
Matches/lighters- at least 4 box of matches/4 lighters *Celeste will be contributing 3 boxes of matches
Fire starters-1 box
Charcoal-3kg
Skewers-2 packets
4 sets of tongs
100 pcs serviettes
Aluminium Foil

If you have some of something(e.g 50 plastic spoons, not 100), still do inform me :)
A little bit is better than nothing at all :)
Please be generous and contribute as much as possible :)
If you have more things to contribute but they're not on the list above, do inform me too so that we can decide on what to buy and what not to buy :)

EMAIL ME IF YOU HAVE ANY(:
THANKS!

Loves Lan and Sya (:

Spring cleaning :)

2008-06-03T17:31:00.005+08:00

hahas yessh Sya, you finally posted sth (:
whee hope you have fun huh, sheriel!
must miss us lots eh.
hahas :)

my mum decided to have spring cleaning today
for don't know wad reason.
and so.. i have to help her cause i didn't go to sch today D:
oopsie. woke up with a bad headache so i can't go
my mum didn't allow me to go ice skatin with angie too ):
(anyway, it was cancelled in the end)
so many sad things happened today...
just kiddin. hahas

guess wad?
i found V day presents (those non-edible ones luhhs)
plus the 3 doggies and the balls you gals gave me when we were sec 1
gosh. i started thinking about the fun we had last time :
OH! and i found the game, SCENE IT?.
SyaSya, that's the boring game that Sheriel and Angie were talkin about
there's also lots of childhood stuffs.
and they went either in my cupboard, my sis' cupboard or into the dustbin :D
anyone wants lego pieces or those kiddy puzzles? hahas

i look like rudolph now
you know, the red nose reindeer?
i keep sneezin due to the stupid dust
allergic and sensitive D:

oh dear.. i am becoming more and more serious lately
let's go somewhere and have a good laugh sometime soon :D
i rather crap more and be serious when i should
than be serious all the time
if not i will be livin a very dull life ):
and sya, your life is not borin la :)

ahh. found this
Sheriel, i shall post this for you :D
even tho you are in malaysia now

Did you know... ... that today is the birthday of Herman Lay, founder of Lay's potato chips (1909)? Lay peddled potato chips to Southern grocers out of the trunk of his car, building a business and a name that would become synonymous with the thin, salty snack.Celebrate Herman's birthday by eating your favorite snack food!

oh well. toodles!

"A dream is your creative vision for your life in the future.You must break out of your current comfort zone and becomecomfortable with the unfamiliar and the unknown." -- Denis Waitley, Author, Speaker, Trainer, Peak Performance Expert

<3lanlan

Whee!

2008-06-03T12:45:00.005+08:00

Hey! Sorry, I know I said I was going online yesterday, but.. I forgot. :X oops.
Anyway, this is my first post here! Haha. How pathetic of me. But it's a start, it's a start..
Eh you all suck! You started on your homework already! D: *pouts* I've only done one measly maths exercise. Oh yah, can someone lend me chem holiday homework please? I don't have one, thanks to my chem teacher.

Oh yeah, yesterday was hilarious! I was laughing my head off the entire time. I just can't believe Priscilla's so good at seducing Jemima. Jemima better watch out from now on ah...

I don't really have anything to blog about yet. ):
I'm listening to Jason Mraz's The Remedy right now. I think I need a remedy.

I'm supposed to end off with my MSN names, but then I realise now that my MSN names are emo/suicidal anyway, so..

I wish someone would take a knife and carve out my heart so I'd never have to feel again.
<3,
sya.

PS: If some of the stuff I wrote here are repeated on my own blog, um, don't be surprised. Yes, my life is that boring. )':

2008-06-02T22:47:00.002+08:00

im leaving for malaysia

miss you girls(:

packing my bag now

i'm realising how sad my holiday is

i'm packing homework

after an entire sunday of attempting to clear a significant amount of work

i failed.

ps. EVERYONE SMS COMFIRMATION OF THE JUNE 7TH BBQ

THANK YOU!

love,

sheriel

A day of farewell plannings :)

2008-06-02T19:42:00.011+08:00

hmm..
i woke up early today to go to school
oh! school!
i have not done my chi homework that was supposed to be handed up before term 2 ends
how efficient of me(:
well i kinda lost the paper, so i have to wait till i get it from sherilynD:
okay, homeworks aside. hahas

my dad dropped by a petrol station on the way to Cedar
and yay! i bought kinder bueno :)
i needed energy to keep me going for the rest of the day
but kinda overbought it. hehe
the station doesn't sell single packets of the chocolates
they SHOULD sell them!!!!!
they come in 3 packets at a time instead ):
there might be ppl who are desperate for kinder bueno
but only have enough money to buy ONE PACKET!
hais. if i buy that, i might finish all of them within half an hour!
at most at most, 2 hours
but i was too desperate for chocolates so yup. i paid for it :D
hmm, i gave one packet to dad, half a packet to syasya and half a packet to elaine
( i'm nice luhhs :D)
so i ended up with a packet YAY!

understudy farewell is funn:)
except for the part when i have to show them the dance. TWICE
malu-ed myself twice lehs!
oh and drills.
yes! me and amimi can totally coordinate!
but yea. i can still coordinate better with AnnAnn:D
hm. but drills made my foot hurt again
but drills are FUN la, Ann Ann.
Serious!
hmm. i realised i like to be pat on my head :P
ohmy
hehe.

ah then percussion farewell discussion:)
this is where you can see how your juniors are like
haha!
Priscilla sure can seduce! she rather do that then pretend to die
come on la! i rather pretend to die
it's much more easier.
and i had to do a demo for her. -.-
"Priscilla! why you can seduce Jemima and you can't pretend to die?"
P:" cause it's easier to seduce her!!"
easier? woah
SyaSya tried seducin me.
Goosebumps. *shivers*

Percussionists sure CAN sing :)
it doesn't sound very nice.
KEYWORD: VERY
but with practice, it'll definitely improve! (duh!)
hahas.
Percussion is such a unique section :D

FYI, i'm not that slow one lors
jus that i did not have enough sleep lately D:
so my mind is not working well :X
ahh i nid more sleep
if not i'll definitely become even more retarded

oh ya! i might end off with stuffs sometimes
yupp jus like today! :D

Did you know that today is Egomaniac's Day? Look in the mirror, smile at your gorgeous mug and tell yourself what a great person you are!

ahh. and a quote. might not be my style, still i like it :D

"It never occurs to me that there are things I can't do." -- Whoopi Goldberg

Loves LanLan(:

lets all learn!

2008-06-02T19:24:00.006+08:00

hello(:

we went over to lanxin's hse AGAIN. almost the whole section went.
we went to do farewell. i think this year we're spending a lot of time on farewell. much more than the other years. oh! the sec 2s already planned our farewell. kinda sad. they want us to leave. ): ohwell. at least we get a FABULOUS farewell. hint hint.(:

we laughed today. well, thats kind of all we do right.
i learnt something abt everyone today. (:

xiaoying: she likes babies. A LOT. kinda like sarah. sarah's like damn cute. everytime she sees a baby, she slows down and walk with the baby and make stupid sounds at it. its damn funny. (:

jemima: she's totally unticklish. not fun. hmph. on the other hand. priscilla is damn ticklish. fun.
-concucts an evil scheme. gives a draco grin.

priscilla: this girl can seduce! it was damn good okay. SERIOUSLY. but she's weird. she says she'd rather seduce people than pretend to die. i'd rather pretend to die.
-shakes head.

sheriel: whenever she dances or does poses, she has a tendency to fall down. we had a good laugh when she did. TWICE(:
sorry for pinching you. i needed smth to grab. i dont know how but my foot slipped into the drain. OOPS. i've got a bruised ankle now. ):

syahirah: she tried to seduce lanxin! like whoa. and it was soooo caroline! must be you learnt from her right. i just laughed. (:

lanxin: she's slow and has bad spelling. cuz we were customising the blog and syahirah needed to type gelare but lanxin was typing for all of us. so she spelt gele and we were like 'a.r.e.' and she huh. so we said, 'a.r.e' again and she huh again. so syahirah deleted the 'e' and lanxin typed the 'e' back. this didnt happen once but THRICE! i cant remember how we ended up spelling the word. this isnt like the only incident. she takes time to process what she's gna do. its damn hilarious. oh! lanxin learnt something new today. she learnt that bus 325 goes to hse. re-emphasizing her slowness. (:
its okay we still love you! (:

i was just staring at my wall and i counted the no of photos on it. i have 23 lanxin's, 19 sheriel's and 12 syahirah's. we need to take more pictures. its been 3 years. its a pathetic amt. -.-

we've decided to each end our posts differently. so im gna end mine with weird facts. (:

Ventura County, California: Cats or dogs cannot mate without a permit.

you know you love me!
ANN-ANN(:

my laptop crashed D:

2008-06-01T16:12:00.004+08:00

3rd post by meee (:
ahh
come on babes! post!!! :D
you all want section pictures rite?
i only can send you those that's in my com rite now
cos my laptop crashed and who knows..
i might lose the pictures inside when it's sent for repair):
ahh i hope i can get it working again jus in time for the video
oh well toodles for now
ohoh! monday, can meet at my hse again? hehe
cos i think i'm goin to sch in the mornin for some band stuffs(:
urgh, my darling laptop
*sniffs*
1st my handphone, now my laptop
wonder wad's gna die on me this time :P
okays.
bye!

loves lanlan(:

p/s: hope you gals like the blogskin, i know thr's no snare. will keep findin:D
and don't ask me why is the piano doin thr cos i dunno why either :/

Don't you miss them?

2008-05-31T00:21:00.007+08:00

last yr farewell(:
i look weird:(

lots of love, lanlan(:

i miss doing this.

2008-05-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

i had fun today. laughed until my tummy hurts. (:
went to lanxin's hse to do farewell
we actually accomplished something okay.
seriously finished it. damn pro.
thats like a major improvement.
we usually just sit there and gossip.
OOPS. (:
we didnt gossip a lot today.
dont worry. and yes, we've gossiped abt YOU before
-smiles sweetly

lanxin and sheriel are just too cute to be real.
lanxin passed me a piece of tissue
lanxin: dont tear it ah
angeline: okayokay, you only got one piece of tissue in your hse right.
-laughter
so i split my tissue into half for sheriel cuz she doesnt have
lanxin splits her tissue too
angeline: eee. lanxin so greedy.
dont know what i'd do without them.
stupid funny retards.
OH. sheriel lanxin and i have AMAZING memory!
cant believe we rmbed all the stuff from sec 1.

i miss doing this. just sit around and retard with them.
dont care abt anything.
just laugh and laugh, eat potato chips and laugh somemore.
i think we're weird. normal people eat potato chips.
we eat orange flavoured cranberries and jap endame beans.
i guess things change. we grow up. ):
why cant we just be kids and not do work. WHY.

im sure more things happened today.
i just cant rmb. at all.
got short term. what to do.
-pouts.
i think im some retard today.
i think its the lack of sleep.
dont know why. cant sleep.

my new contacts make me look possessed.
according to sheriel: unnatural
she was staring the whole time.
my irises are just unusually big.
i mean they're suppose to do that its just i think we're not used to it yet.

i wonder how long this blog will last.
im blogging cuz lanxin wanted me to.
see how nice i am. (:
I WANT TO SLEEP!
lanxin's the reason i dont get enough sleep. hmph.

first week of hols is ending.
thats bad.):
this means ____ is starting
and im not refering to school.
i'd rather go to school.

p.s. percussionists can sing. very well.
-nods head vigorously.
(:

you know you love me
ANN-ANN(:

The Drop Dead Gorgeous Ones(:

2008-05-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

yoyo!
i have decided to have a percussion blog(:
always the one to give retarded ideas. iknowiknow
hahahas
but we are so bonded can? :P
oh.
angie thought of that url

ohoh!
i will change the blogskin ASAP!
try to keep the blog alive ahs!
i know that this will be better than those i shared before :D
cos percussion jus rocks luhs

"i love percussion alot!(:
my life is definitely filled with colours by these 3 retarded section mates
i love you, ann ann, zhen zhen and syah syah(:"

yessss
i love percussion
bet you love it as much too
cos thr's me inside! :D
HAHAS
okay make sure you keep this thing alive!
tata!

loves LANLAN(:
p.s rmb to sign off with your name!

Percussion!

The finishing line

(:

=D

I'm off in 26hrs and 15mins time(:

HELLO!

finally!

EYE's tmr

D:

(:

not applicable.

Nothing can change my love for you

O.O

everything's spinning.

wheeeex

Good day - The Click Five

sleep(:

yoos

ndp

|:

just leave me be.

YOHOOO

D:

blogthings.

dreams and teams(:

PIctures!

LALALA

it's time.

lets see.

MERRYWIDOW!

random.

Sian

WEEK1 is ending

irritated.

hellhasoffciallybegun.

BAND!

I'm gna miss them):

enjoyedu

lalala

Top Ten Things

seven!

hello.

lanxin's quiz.

have you ever wondered.

14 hrs of band in 2 days (:

another quiz

hmmm...

The B word.

____

Enjoy edu..

7 June' 08 is history now

ADULTS?! *rolls eyes*

why are we doing this.

QUIZ!

Playhouse disney

wth am i doing here.

BBQ!

Spring cleaning :)

Whee!

A day of farewell plannings :)

lets all learn!

my laptop crashed D:

Don't you miss them?

i miss doing this.

The Drop Dead Gorgeous Ones(:

ADULTS?! rolls eyes